tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-90136805111250921272024-03-20T17:08:50.880+08:00♪♬君と僕♪♬If there's something wrong with your soul, seek music. - Tablo (Epik High)purplehill89http://www.blogger.com/profile/14438727359320019082noreply@blogger.comBlogger377125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9013680511125092127.post-81212965577277983122013-07-03T18:09:00.002+08:002013-07-03T18:09:53.514+08:00The Lost will be FoundWhy am I here in Brisbane?
God, you will tell me right?purplehill89http://www.blogger.com/profile/14438727359320019082noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9013680511125092127.post-72235104476809560692012-11-02T14:16:00.002+08:002012-11-02T14:16:19.425+08:00I am the worst.purplehill89http://www.blogger.com/profile/14438727359320019082noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9013680511125092127.post-72097261790068000762012-08-30T21:42:00.004+08:002012-10-08T20:30:40.068+08:00My StoryAugust 24th, I didn't know the date at first until my sister wrote it on instagram.
To me, it was just another day, to her was a day of rejoice.
That was because I might not know, I might not understand what has already taken and is taking place.
At the age of 16, it is the honeymoon year, or so the Malaysian students say.
2005 was the year, I had a smooth teenage life.
I had wonderful friends, purplehill89http://www.blogger.com/profile/14438727359320019082noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9013680511125092127.post-40949475042553975592012-07-03T13:21:00.000+08:002012-07-10T18:11:23.795+08:00OC2012: PassionI'm not a Christian, going to a Christian conference was an eye opener I must say.
I wouldn't say I didn't learn anything, I wouldn't say I learnt everything either.
No matter how clueless you are about things I believe there will be at least 20-30% of things that gets to your brain.
And some things get to my brain, they did.
Passion is the fire and Conviction is the Fuel
One of the things purplehill89http://www.blogger.com/profile/14438727359320019082noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9013680511125092127.post-6523551800069026532012-06-11T23:53:00.003+08:002012-06-14T09:31:15.657+08:00행복을 찾아서 by 리쌍
오후 3시 잠에서 깬 내 몸은 천근만근 어제 좀 달렸어 스무 시간의 녹음 밥도 제대로 못 먹어
내 속은 쓰리지만 괜찮아 잘 나왔어 곡은 열 평 남짓 좁은 공간에서 쏟은 내 열정은 이제 곧
명예와 많은 돈을 만들어 줄 테니까 지금껏 그랬으니까 쉴 수 없어 단 하루도 일분도 멋진 작품 하나 나온다면
내 몸이 망가져도 상관없어 정신병에 걸려도 좋은 작품이 된다면 미쳐가도 난 상관없어
이 시대의 전설 모두의 인정 음악계 큰 형 그 말들은 나와 거리가 멀어
하지만 쭈그리고 밤새 가사를 적어 나만의 행복이란 문을 열어행복을 찾아서 한참을 날았어 움츠린 모든 게 웃음질 수 있도록
행복을 찾아서 한참을 참았어 언젠가 모든 게 빛이 날 수 있도록때론 모든 것이 다시 처음처럼 사라져가도 (사라져가도)
나의 모든 것이 purplehill89http://www.blogger.com/profile/14438727359320019082noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9013680511125092127.post-29012143481123850282012-05-31T15:47:00.003+08:002012-05-31T15:47:32.608+08:00FanFicsShould I post it here or somewhere else?purplehill89http://www.blogger.com/profile/14438727359320019082noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9013680511125092127.post-6252049024028550362012-05-30T15:15:00.000+08:002012-05-30T15:15:31.859+08:00WinterThere was that time in my life
where I had a dream
There was that time in my life.
Right now, I'm an empty shell waiting in line until my line snaps
Winter, is one hell of a depressing season.purplehill89http://www.blogger.com/profile/14438727359320019082noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9013680511125092127.post-78093538369060946902012-05-24T00:43:00.000+08:002012-05-24T00:43:47.733+08:00In one semester, how many times do I need to ask myselfwhat the hell am I doing herepurplehill89http://www.blogger.com/profile/14438727359320019082noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9013680511125092127.post-3621502975394205232012-05-22T08:56:00.000+08:002012-05-22T08:56:48.496+08:00Sometimes I still ask myselfWhy am I still alivepurplehill89http://www.blogger.com/profile/14438727359320019082noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9013680511125092127.post-53069094623409215592012-05-20T21:25:00.000+08:002012-05-20T21:25:43.478+08:00I missed my one windowed 3x2 bedroomI am mentally exhausted
and just because I can't hole myself like I do back in Malaysia
I have to put up a front
I have to smile for others
I have to answer questions that I don't feel like answering
I am just really mentally exhausted
tired
If people could just leave me be
I'll be thankful
So don't ask me if I'm alright
don't ask me if I'm okay
I'm not
But I'm not going to tell you
no one purplehill89http://www.blogger.com/profile/14438727359320019082noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9013680511125092127.post-19882248261792275962012-05-01T07:53:00.004+08:002012-07-10T18:15:18.834+08:00Just because my blog is quietLet's do something dumb...Got this from tumblr who got this from AFF... Anyway... my playlist that I've been listening to only has LeeSsang, Epik High, CNBlue and EXO... So it's pretty sad not so much variety list of songs... Here goes...
Put Your iPod/WMP in Shuffle then answer:1) if someone says “is this okay” you say?화가 (火歌) – 리쌍 & MovementI guess I was angry in the first place.... ohpurplehill89http://www.blogger.com/profile/14438727359320019082noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9013680511125092127.post-71032417858460829772012-04-12T19:06:00.002+08:002012-04-12T19:06:52.020+08:00I hate this feeling...
I just hate it okay....purplehill89http://www.blogger.com/profile/14438727359320019082noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9013680511125092127.post-65519734728178193462012-03-23T13:29:00.001+08:002012-04-24T19:15:23.935+08:00New LifeWith a refreshed mind
A new goal
A new target
A new dream
I will work hard for it
Though I may falter while achieving it
Help me stand up
Help me reset my mind again
Towards a new life...
Let's go~~~ 아자....
"Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your purplehill89http://www.blogger.com/profile/14438727359320019082noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9013680511125092127.post-85417338987949545062012-03-20T15:26:00.003+08:002012-09-06T06:28:08.622+08:00Self destructSubtle self destruct.....
non self inflicted self destruct.....
얼마나 기쁜니까..... 그말을 들렀어....purplehill89http://www.blogger.com/profile/14438727359320019082noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9013680511125092127.post-72742174449716194172012-03-10T13:19:00.000+08:002012-03-10T13:19:53.243+08:00MisunderstandingsEveryone misunderstands everyone.
Everyone is misunderstood.
Explanations are needed.
But no one is willing to provide descriptions.
Everyone continues to misunderstand.
Everyone stays misunderstood.
Who is willing to shed some light to the darkness?
Will you?purplehill89http://www.blogger.com/profile/14438727359320019082noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9013680511125092127.post-87177761656623636742012-02-22T19:29:00.000+08:002012-02-22T19:29:40.083+08:00From the land down underHellllooooo~~
I'm already in Australia~ =)
I wished I have pictures to post...
But nah~ I don't have much...
Next time I'll post a beautiful picture of my new school..
Nothing much to say really...
Just that here is so much alike Malaysia..
only the sun has burnt me till light brown..
it's the first time I'm actually putting on sunblock every time before I go out.
I'm going out to the City on purplehill89http://www.blogger.com/profile/14438727359320019082noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9013680511125092127.post-21290181647376716152012-02-17T02:46:00.000+08:002012-02-17T02:46:23.144+08:00The thought of leaving will never set in before 24 hoursI started packing 1 week before my flight
Procrastinated and messed up the packed stuff within the week
Repacked them all and more within 3 hours the night before
I guess if it isn't last minute, the progress will be either slow or not moving at all
Last minute is a catalyst
Last minute is a time where you realise "Damn, I've got to do this"
Last minute is where everything sets in and shouts purplehill89http://www.blogger.com/profile/14438727359320019082noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9013680511125092127.post-79844502450760596372012-01-15T23:36:00.002+08:002012-01-15T23:36:12.228+08:00Giving up on rationality
Giving up on humanity
Giving up on life itself... =_=purplehill89http://www.blogger.com/profile/14438727359320019082noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9013680511125092127.post-70077036455418230142012-01-03T22:30:00.003+08:002012-01-03T22:30:41.123+08:00So many questions....
Not one single answer.purplehill89http://www.blogger.com/profile/14438727359320019082noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9013680511125092127.post-48599063698082193152012-01-03T20:37:00.000+08:002012-01-03T20:37:37.757+08:00thoughts of tonighthave I helped to change someone's life for the better without me knowing
Is all I think about tonight
It looks like I'm not better than just a human living in an empty shell
I realised today
that I'm just that.purplehill89http://www.blogger.com/profile/14438727359320019082noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9013680511125092127.post-2911669163953209272012-01-03T00:49:00.000+08:002012-01-03T00:49:03.325+08:00Guilt
Stress
more guilt
and yet I don't think these will push me
God, please help me to like the course that I'll be spending my parents money on for the next two years.purplehill89http://www.blogger.com/profile/14438727359320019082noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9013680511125092127.post-18598483401821508752012-01-03T00:39:00.002+08:002012-01-03T00:39:37.895+08:00First post?2012?
I don't know...
It just doesn't feel like something to be celebrated.
I still feel like disappearing.purplehill89http://www.blogger.com/profile/14438727359320019082noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9013680511125092127.post-74080201483982827572011-12-16T01:54:00.000+08:002011-12-16T01:54:24.397+08:00Numb............ ?I made myself numb to so many feeling...
I no longer expect
I no longer wish or hope
I no longer feel angry or sad
But why am I so clingy to life nowadays...
I definitely do not like this feeling.
But rest in peace, Ana...
You are in a better place now~purplehill89http://www.blogger.com/profile/14438727359320019082noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9013680511125092127.post-39080802513484993442011-12-15T10:49:00.000+08:002011-12-15T10:49:51.818+08:00DONE!!!My diploma ended today and it is just bliss...
came home and watch House and played games of course..
This semester is so hectic that I am glad that it is now all over....
had a last meal with classmate and it was fun~
I've nothing to say really...
except...
I'm done with Diploma~~~~~purplehill89http://www.blogger.com/profile/14438727359320019082noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9013680511125092127.post-33729939718027517122011-12-05T14:07:00.000+08:002011-12-05T14:07:09.201+08:00If I love kpop because of its songs..
I wouldn't be only indulging in Super Junior
And love other non idols...
So please don't judge my delusional state of mind
Because anyone can dream
so let me dream mine.purplehill89http://www.blogger.com/profile/14438727359320019082noreply@blogger.com0