If I love kpop because of its songs..
I wouldn't be only indulging in Super Junior
And love other non idols...

So please don't judge my delusional state of mind
Because anyone can dream
so let me dream mine.

No one can push away the feeling of emoness..

LOLs at the title...
But it is true...
To me at least.

Para - Para - Paradise

When she was just a girlShe expected the worldBut it flew away from her reach soShe ran away in her sleepand dreamed ofPara-para-paradisePara-para-paradisePara-para-paradiseEvery time she closed her eyes

When she was just a girlShe expected the worldBut it flew away from her reachand the bullets catch in her teethLife goes on, it gets so heavyThe wheel breaks the butterflyEvery tear a waterfallIn the night the stormy night she'll close her eyesIn the night the stormy night away she'd fly

and dreams ofPara-para-paradisePara-para-paradisePara-para-paradise
Oh oh oh oh oh oh-oh-ohShe'd dream ofPara-para-paradisePara-para-paradisePara-para-paradiseOh oh oh oh oh oh-oh-oh-oh

lalalalalalalalalalalaAnd so lying underneath those stormy skiesShe'd say, "oh, ohohohoh I know the sun must set to rise"

This could bePara-para-paradisePara-para-paradisePara-para-paradiseOh oh oh oh oh oh-oh-ohThis could bePara-para-paradisePara-para-paradiseThis could bePara-para-paradiseOh oh oh oh oh oh-oh-oh-oh
This song is so meaningful~~~ Love it~~ =) Well, it's Coldplay~ =)

Understood

Hey Tablo...
I finally understood what you meant by lonely...

Don't Care

You know...
One thing very scary about me that no one knows...
or they know but do not take it seriously is...

If I don't care, I really.... like really don't care..

That.... is one of the most dangerous part of me...
Laugh all you want...
I did flunk Form 6 Physics and  previous semester's Highway and Traffic.

Found this in kpopsecrets.tumblr.com

This is one of the most beautiful thing I've read.

Fandom should have more of this kind.... =)

Two things I'm not fond of

Crowded area
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and loud people....

Doesn't mean that you are right if you speak louder... jsyk~

很想放弃一切

I hope that you know that this is a reply =)

In life, things sometimes just doesn't go the way that we want it to go
But hey, didn't we said it before...
Everyday we live is like an everyday test...
Hurdles that we have to jump over...
Sometimes we gave the wrong answer..
Sometimes we fall flat on the face and the bar trips over....
But there's always a solution, a correction...
A moment where you get to stand back up...

It's all what you want, not what has turned out.

We will never change if we don't want it to.. =)

Here is to Forever...
Where Forever will lead to~ =)

PS: This coming from the person who doesn't believe we will walk this through....
But you are partly my strength...
and everyone of you guys, who taught me that Forever does exist if we hold true to it...
If you don't give up, I won't give up.
If you gave up, I will be there to bring your hope back.
7 is a number that holds more than its value, remember that~ =)

PPS: Let me creep to a corner and cry my eyes out....... SEE WHAT YOU DID!!! SEI YEH~

다 꿈이다

"가까워서 행복해" 라고 말했어요~

다 꿈이다...... 꿈이야~

What am I afraid of?

Risk?

Money?

Appreciation?

Stepping out of my comfortable circle?

A hatred I do not need to have

**click to enlarge image**

The company and the fans alike....

I don't think I can stay in this fucked up kpop fandom anymore...

Awards..... what awards??

Bunch of bull......

It was alright before little kids came in to play.
People who take fandom too seriously just ruin it for everyone.
Them and the company. Fuck off.
staying well away from any award...
If they win, it'll be a cherry on top of my self made cake.
I have no hope on it anymore.

싫다

affected me more than I want it to be

http://goinswriter.com/travel-young/

This..... affected me....
More than I wanted it to be....

My tag seems to be rather appropriate for this post.

I have a lot of questions

Who am I?
Who am I to this world?
What am I to do in this world?
Why am I doing what I am doing?
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Why am I still alive?

Questions that I find it hard to get an answer.

There goes my hero, watch him as he goes

Nothing beats a cover of your favourite song from one of your favourite band from another of your favourite band. TRUST ME.

/Rolls around in Foo Fighters and Yellowcard's awesomeness/

I will never admit it

and I will never do it.

Sometimes I wish I'm honest to everyone else, but I can't.
This "it" will stay with me till I die.








that being said, I wish I can find one person that I can tell that "it" to.
The cries of help who will be able to hear it?

If only this emo feelings can be snapped away....
I'll be gladly it be gone in a snap~

And then you just................
Please take care.

I nearly cry for someone who doesn't even know me personally.

Late Autumn

So many feelings today.....
days like this I miss my one windowed tiny room....
I........ I.... will go take bath~

3rd Gate

So many feelings right now.....
Hell, I'm missing it before I even left.

So many Zhou Mi and Hyukjae feelings especially....... T-T