ㅋㅋㅋㅋ시크릿 가든이다~ ㅋㅋㅋㅋ

김수한무

거북이와두루미

삼천갑자동방삭

치치카포사리사리 센타

워리워리 세브리깡!

There is still humanity - A story of a man in Japan

http://maki-yoyoyaoi.tumblr.com/post/3809963801/im-crying

Please read the story at the given link, you won't regret it.

May you rest in peace, brave man

/tearing endlessly

죄송합니다.

잘몾했습니다.

Screwed up on the first time I helped out.

All is minus now.

I'm sorry.

One day

I'm going to break down

be selfish for a night

and cry for me

마음

Maybe

just maybe

I do have it

╮(╯▽╰)╭

Stupidity is everywhere in this sad world.

No dramas for the time being

I curl up at night to cry for useless things

I. AM. NOT. THAT. WEAK.

Heartache

is it possible to cry for people and a land that I have no link to?

Japan, my prayers are with you.
Have faith, stay hopeful, never give up.

tears just won't stop forming and heart just won't stop aching

I should stop looking at pictures and reading news

너........ 꺼져

너의 얼굴을 보기 싫어.

그냥...... 가

미숙한 너.

Cold blooded

A person going all "here we go again" at crying and depressing scene

and stare at the screen like "when is this going to stop"

is cold blooded

Wish I can deny this fact

But I can't stand people who cry for love

Don't think I will

Let me roll my eyes for a few more times

I wish I've never started watching Secret Garden

It heightens my lovey dovey and my =_= over the dramas of love

exact contrast is not what you want in one body














But........... I hated it more, when I cry.
hated it so much more


when I love the drama and have hopeless wishes.

I can feel you breathing and it's keeping me awake

Tens and thousands of time
words spilled out of your mouth
I shut my ears listening to something worthwhile
but your voice covered mine
and it got washed away like yesterday

2 years after and endless stress I endured
I thought this is the end
didn't know that it just started before I can rejoice for the near end

There are so much ways that I thought of
But apparently you are smart enough not to give me the only thing that gives me freedom

That base, if you have given me
I'm afraid that I might just disappear at this point of time
Confusions and uncertainty
I hate them more than stress

5 years after, I don't know how long I can keep my eyes blind and my ears deaf.
"I can feel you breathing and it's keeping me awake"
Here, that statement, doesn't mean that you are a reminder
But this is suffocating and it is driving me to the edge

To what edge, maybe you'll know it one day.
Till then I'll continue to endure.

Taking up responsibility that wasn't yours in the first place

Apparently I've been doing that these days and I can't balance out my priorities. T-T

I need to get this over with asap.

***ON ANOTHER NOTE***

Kyuhyun..... your voice, gets better everytime I hear it. T-T

I can't even T-T

SJM album, is a must have.

Watching you grow and improve, is the best thing ever.

규현아 , 너를 사랑해~

너무 너무 고마워~ <3

사랑해서 해요~

난 안 후회해요~

아자!<3

I have no life

What did I spend my 5 minutes watching just now =_=

Some guy wiping sweat, styling hair, waving and smiling and waiting under a hot sun for a CF shot to start.

And he looked so cute IDE..........

my life, take it.

 Bonus forehead picture~ Thailand is hot.

Both pictures credit as tagged

Maturity, go get some

It is not like I didn't want to talk to you or answer your questions out of spite
Just so you know, I'm as clueless as you are
I've taught people Maths, Geography and Chemistry
Physics EVEN!
You think I won't answer your measly question if I know the answer
You think I won't answer you if you weren't asking me when the teacher is explaining in front
Try concentrating in class for once and stop staring at your damned phone
Maybe you wouldn't need to look at my black face and call me arrogant

Go rub your immaturity to someone who cares
Because this face doesn't take shit.

A place where preparation meets opportunity~

I need to find it

That place

That place where my preparation meets the opportunity thrown to me

The luck that most people say I have is wearing thin

Even I can feel it

*and I keep picture me sleeping in the streets*

I knew you couldn't let go~ =)

Hyukjae, you one ball of cute fluffy things.

Three days away from Sukira for SJM activities

And you called in to Sukira for three times~

Yes we know, Sukira must run with you in it~~~ XD

Don't worry
Kyuhyun said he'll push you out the door and back to Korea when the plane take flight from Beijing to Taiwan.

*but Kyuhyun ah... why is Hyuk in Taiwan with you? =P You've forgotten to push him out?*

*reasons why I love Hyukjae and Kyuhyun Super Junior <3*

In total embarrassment

You know what is embarrassment....

When your whole blog is full of *most probably* fail Korean

and you were visited by one Korean speaker from Korea

I shall dig a hole and bury myself in it~

난 난 꿈이 있어요 =)

*listen to this and let your dream soar*

난 난 꿈이 있었죠
버려지고 찢겨 남루하여도
내 가슴 깊숙히 보물과 같이 간직했떤 꿈

혹 때론 누군가가
뜻 모를 비웃음
내 등뒤에 흘릴때도
난 참아야 했죠
참을 수 있었죠
그 날을 위해

늘 걱정하듯 말하죠
헛된 꿈은 독이라고
세상은 끝이 정해진 챗처럼 이미 돌이킬 수 없는 현실이라고

그래요 난 난 꿈이 있어요
그 꿈을 믿어요
나를 지켜봐요
저 차갑게 서있는 운명이란 벽 앞에
당당히 마주칠 수 있어요

언젠가 나 그 벽을 넘고서
저 하늘을 높이
날을 수 있어요
이 무거운 세상도 나를 묶을 순 없죠
내 삶의 끝에서 나 웃을 그날을 함께해요

늘 걱정하듯 말하죠

헛된 꿈은 독이라고

세상은 끝이 정해진 챗처럼 이미 돌이킬 수 없는 현실이라고

그래요 난 난 꿈이 있어요

그 꿈을 믿어요

나를 지켜봐요

저 차갑게 서있는 운명이란 벽 앞에

당당히 마주칠 수 있어요

언젠가 나 그 벽을 넘고서

저 하늘을 높이

날을 수 있어요

이 무거운 세상도 나를 묶을 순 없죠

내 삶의 끝에서 나 웃을 그날을 함께해요

English Translation taken from soompi forum
Translation by x3Yesung of Soompi


I have a dream,
Even if I’m thrown away or ripped to shreds
Deep in my heart
I have a dream as precious as gem


If by chance, without a reason,
Somebody ridicules me behind my back
I should be patient
I would wait just for that day.


As you always worry,
You say that foolish dreams are poisonous.
Just like a book that tells us about the end of the world
There’s the reality that we can’t turn back already


Yes I have a dream.
I believe in that dream
Please watch over me
Standing in front of that cold wall called fate
I can firmly face it


One day I will pass over that wall
And be able to fly
As high as the sky
This heavy thing called life can’t tie me down
At the end of my life, on the other day that I can smile, let’s be together

As you always worry,

You say that foolish dreams are poisonous.

Just like a book that tells us about the end of the world

There’s the reality that we can’t turn back already

Yes I have a dream.
I believe in that dream
Please watch over me
Standing in front of that cold wall called fate
I can firmly face it


One day I will pass over that wall
And be able to fly
As high as the sky
This heavy thing called life can’t tie me down
At the end of my life, on the other day that I can smile, let’s be together

A post for self encouragement

AUSTRALIA

FEBRUARY 2012

저!!! 저 잘 할 수 있어!!!!!

저 갈 거에요~

역속해요!!!


열심해요~~

나를 믿어!!!!!

아자ㅏㅏㅏㅏㅏㅏ~~~

It is going to be different without you, Hyukjae

Hyukjae is leaving Sukira soon to join the activities in Taiwan through SJM.

I guess he sang that song with a meaning behind it, yesterday(14/2/2011 which was also the release of the new SJM song).

Hyuk, I love you in SJM, but Sukira is never going to be the same without you.

4 years is never nothing. T-T