Money is just like fire~~~

I am not supposed to laugh...

Neither do the people who read this that day should laugh....

But we bawled our eyes out because of laughing too much...

I had goosebumps and I couldn't even stand properly...

Everyone were tearing when they read it...

Photos in awesomely..................... low quality because this is no longer my old phone... T.T

my old phone maybe giving crap but it has the best phone camera.....

Essay Title : Money

I'm NOT bullshitting here...

Trust me...

I SELDOM SHIT PEOPLE...

This is written by a 15 year old boy going to sit for his PMR soon....

I don't know who this is...

But it was in my choir tutors file and she pulled it out to let us read...

Anyway... here are some VERY memorable quotes:-

What do you think of money?

Money, is only a word formed by five simple alphabets and SMALL IN SIZE. However, it .....(?)....... as big as can kill THOUSANDS OF WILDLIFE, (……)

-this whole sentence is just awesome-

Money is just like fire, when you use it in the right way, you will get benefit, when you use it in the wrong way, you end up in your life. (...........)

That's the two zoomed up picture said... =)

Have fun......... or not...
*chop my friend who called this the English version of 自杀。

aww.... Don't cry~~~

I love Haha Mong Show....

I watched the one with 2AM a few months back...

And now there's SNSD....

You can find the other parts in her channel...

Have fun with the show...

Remember tissue at the end of it... =)

Results~~~

hehe... I passed all... =)
Structural Analysis 2 --- B-
Engineering Mathematics --- A

Though I was KINDA aiming for A+ for Maths 3...
but oh well.... an A is good enough if you spent your study week days in front of a PC...

I shudders to think about my Steel Design and Reinforced Concrete though...
Both needs Static, Struc 1 and 2.... T.T
I think I'll end my life now... Sem 5 is not for the weak heart like me... LOL!!!

Apparently he understands... =)

Call me a freak...

I don't really care...

Because he just came out with a solo...

It's not even out OUT yet...

an OST in a drama which I don't even watch...

With all the talking in the background...
all I hear is his voice...

comforting me.... =)

Like I said...

If he is still there...

Still singing...

I'm contented...

And life is still worth living... =)

credit : RaiBaka

don't mind me while I hug my pillow, repeat this song and cry..... =')

P/S : The song is not released fully, no one is comfirmed it is Kyuhyun, there's no news, no announcement about him singing yet another OST by himself, no nothing... Nobody even knows the name to that song... *maybe except the song writers and the people who work with this song and Kyuhyun himself*

but you can NEVER deny that this is his voice...

Guilt is gone...

So yesterday I plucked up my courage...

And told dad I'm following them out...

*okay... It was just my dad... whatever*

And I did come out...

I was walking around the meeting room and saw this BIG pile of Piling records...

and files that are not suppose to be on the table...

yesterday's incoming that is still on the photocopier...

and when asked the clerk, doesn't know what's that....

And then I thought...

Is this company REALLY running down the drain...

Is this clerk... REALLY THAT NO USE....

I had the urge to scold her...

Yeah... me an indolence child trying to teach a much older person a lesson...

Ha Ha Ha Ha... It's laughable... 

*she's new... but probation period is OVER, sister... You should know projects at the back of your hand...*

But I can swear that when I was here working in that PARTICULAR office...

I don't like the manager, I HATE the job even more..

But, I make sure that I know what I am doing...

I never let Piling records lying everywhere...

I never let files to be on the table after use...

BETTER YET....

I never let IOD gets mixed up...

Because doing it once is enough...

Why do it wrong and let the manager scold and you have to do it again...

It's not like if you don't know how...

the manager say : aww... it's okay... I'll do it...

So I got to mom's place and said...

Mom, how is the IOD??

And I sat down for 20 minutes to check...

ah ha...

Guilt is gone...

Mom's happy....

IOD??? --- unfinished but it couldn't be helped...

The clerk screwed it up...

GOSH..... I did so many new and easier way for clerk's work while I was here...

Ah....All down the drain...

Whatever man..... Don't know don't care...

I had a great time shopping, choir-ing, and I'm guilt free.....

=)

The best part is...

I get to see Meng and Cong today.....

Tell me why the world isn't great..... =D

I'm guilt laden

There's only two things I can do...
1) Ignore it and stay guilt-laden....
2) Do whatever she said...

You see... number 2 has two ways of approach too....
Me being the filial daughter....
and I who just want to cure my guilt...

Life shouldn't be this complicated...
So why am I making it so head cracking...

I just don't want to send a totally different message than what I wanted to convey in the beginning...

This time even Kyuhyun won't understand me, he'll just mock me... 
I should never run to him for comfort anymore... But I just couldn't help it...
my friend said I need help for my obsession.... LOL...

Heart-hammering feeling

Sometimes I daydream about things that I shouldn't daydream about...

I just couldn't help it...

It comes to my mind very naturally...

I have no intentions of stopping it...

I welcomed it with open arms...

and let agony and pain feed on me...

Becuase of certain issues...

I've stopped writing...
I've stopped a lot of things that I normally do...

Not becuase of hectic schedule...
Not because of anybody around me...

But because it is just tiring...
I don't know why...
It is just very tiring...
I'll just stay low until I'm okay again...

P/S : I don't know how to say this to my readers... I'm sorry...

It shouldn't get into my head

Yes...
It should stay far away from me...
It shouldn't bother me...
I shouldn't have cared...

But why am I feeling like this...
unaccepted...
Fine fine...
I shall make myself happy...

At least I know I can always feel happy when there's you...
No matter how life turns out to be...
If there's you, life is still worth living...

All I need is a good cry now...

But...
Tears just don't fall that easily anymore...

One great song

Solo artist are coming back to Kpop...

Well, Hyori and Rain did their comebacks early in the year...

Now you see Se7en, BoA... and well Son Dam Bi...

I'm not a fan of them though...

But I can't deny that there are songs worth listening to...

Like this...

Loving the song~~~~ =)

Someone, please give this boy more lines to sing... =)

이혁재~~~~~~
 너무 사랑해~~~~~~~~~
진짜 잘한다~~~~~~

소리 질러

http://twitter.com/GaemGyu

^ THIS HAS FREAKING BEEN CONFIRMED~~~~~ =D

OMG.... KYUHYUN ON TWITTER...

I BET YOU CAN'T FATHOM HOW HAPPY I AM NOW....

BECAUSE I'M THIS Happy....

MAYBE A LITTLE BIGGER IF BLOGSPOT LETS ME...!!!

OMG!!!!!!!!

I just have to print screen it... =P

There are only two kinds of people in this world

The kind who appeals to you

and the kind who doesn't appeal to you

When you do not like a person...

obviously you'll hate everything about him...

You complain about him to YOUR friends..

From the way he dress to the way he talks...

You don't understand why he acts that way...

And you don't like to be near him or be his friend...

But then that same person doesn't like you too...

he complains to HIS friends about you...

He doesn't like the way you dress to the way you bring yourself...

Sometimes he doesn't understand why you hate him and because of that he habours hatred for you too...

Because he doesn't understand you....

needless to say, he doesn't like to be near you or be your friend...

What the problem here is...

Neither of you is doing anything wrong...

He preferred to act like this because he thinks acting like this is alright...

You preferred to act another way because you felt that is the right way...

People are selfish...

People only like others who makes them feel alright...

You won't be going to the person who you don't like and stay next time him and be angry all the time...

Am I right....?

AFTER ALL THIS BLABBING...

in your head -- "What the hell is this blogger trying to say?"

Well... what I'm trying to say is...

There are only two kinds of people in this world...

The kind who appeals to YOU

and the kind who don't appeal to YOU

Everyone do things to their heart content...

Simply - you do the things you like, you hate the things you hate....

It will always be"you"

Is there a cure, a way NOT to feel that way...

No...

But it is better to know this than to live your whole life not knowing...

So that at least sometimes you will think twice before YOU hate a person...

Kinki visited

I'm always happy when you guys visits...

HEHE....

Hi~~~~~~~

*It's you right??

I'm not going to say...

I'm affected by the failure of this project...

Well.... What do you expect me to say in front of 20-30 pairs of eyes looking at you...
I do not crumble in front of people who I do not want to... well... crumble in front of...
I do not say I'm sad because what I've planned and all the time I've spend on it is wasted....

But...

I want to say...
I'm disappointed...
Not because this project is a fail...
But at the attitude that you all had...

I'm not trying to boast... (if you said I am... don't care)
I've learn that same song just one week after I've join...
together with my batch of friends...
That same song that you guys have been struggling for two weeks..
We learned it for just a week before our choir tutor came...
Did a little training for another week...
and audition us using that same song for National Competition....
And we were learning two songs side by side..

Tell me why again after two weeks...
You guys still don't know the notes to the song...
Let alone blending...
I didn't even expect much...
But what you put out today is downright disappointing...

I hope you guys would change your attitude...
Because with this attitude...
Forget about even the zon level of local competition...

Contrast of the two nights...

What did I post last night??

D=

The horror...

Gosh... people shouldn't let me go near these outlets when I'm emo...

But make me stay when I'm totally like this...

=D

Because tonight I'm like this =D

WHY???

Let's just say SJ-World is back with its founder in tact...

WITH ALL THE STAFFS...

okay. a few of them...

ON THE FAIL BOAT OF SHAME...

and those on that particular boat is so active on twitter my stomach hurts from laughing...

And my timeline...

Let's leave the timeline alone shall we...

And our founder is a Banderas...

I'm "his" Senorita...

LOL...

GOSH.... I wish I could screencap or copy paste all the havoc here...

But hovoc twitter conversation is TOO havoc...

pastakyu

                              @purplehill89 I am Banderas

about 2 hours ago via TweetDeck in reply to purplehill89

purplehill89 

@pastakyu I'm your senorita~~~~ *dies*

less than 10 seconds ago via web in reply to pastakyu

I've got to save this down though...

Making me laugh like mad...

ANYWAY...

There's also a certain someone on a roll...

my sis...

She's on MALAY SONGS night...

and started to tweet things about the song Kau Ilhamku....

and then gotten so into it..

I tweet Innuendo's Belaian Jiwa...

Crazy enough...

I was replaying those two songs...

and then my sis asked me about Sejahtera Malaysia that we "sang" in the car...

LOL...

THAT....

lead to all my old choir videos on youtube...

Gau Gau la...

timeline die again...

and then gau gau lagi...

She go tweet one CHRISTIAN SONG.....

OKAY...

after that she tweet one English rock song...

OKAY~~~~~

So what happened to our Malay Song night...??

 purplehill89 - brown PurpleTeeng - blue

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vCCbqsB_V6U&feature=player_embedded best song !!! @purplehill89about 3 hours ago via web
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VSvxPWTIo60 --- This too.... <3about 2 hours ago via web
@purplehill89 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I25WSnMlvYo

about 1 hour ago via web in reply to purplehill89

@purplehill89 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c_octNG7-pU why baltimore like tak ada energy.. there was once... PERFECTO !!about 1 hour ago via web in reply to purplehill89
@purplehill89 wat ?? dun blame on people.... now the song ends with a http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-Hx2vllM-Q4&feature=related37 minutes ago via web in reply to purplehill89
@purplehill89 then last one....... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R5smB3n0zmY this is very nice.. really.35 minutes ago via web in reply to purplehill89

my sister @PurpleTeeng from Malay songs to patriotic to my old choir songs to Christian song then rock. Please ask her what is she thinking.

about 16 hours ago via web

I will only put tweets of people's fail.. I'm evil like that...

HAHAHA!!!!!

This is like the =D night in twitter day~~~~~ =)

and I shall sleep like =D that

P/S : my sis wants to join Gaia on the Banderas boat... Perfecto... LOL...

30 day SuJu Challenge totally abandon D=

Havoc...  can't fathom the day when all SS is in Twitter....

MORE HAVOC!!!

OKAY~~~~ SLEEP TIME... =D
Choir tomorrow~~ more =)

I shouldn't be emo at this time of the night

Because when I do...
This happen :-


I realised I do things to the extreme. I have five piercings on my ears. the other extra three was pierced one at a time on the same day.


and it wasn't planned. I was just walking by a shop that do piercings. I just dropped by and said I want 1 on my left and 2 on my right.


and then *tak tak tak* three extra piercings. and on that same night, I drank beer with friends. What teenage life was that. I was only 17.


people do silly things when they were young. LOL. but I never regret my piercings. I love them. want extra few more. =P


though not so much other people like them.I remember the receptionist at the front desk sarcastically said "nice accessoris-ed ears I have"


maybe I should add one more on my left and another on my right... or another one at the very top...


does piercing through the bone hurt??


oh wait... I have to donate my blood first before I can do all these... my blood is due... LOL..


does the tweets sound a little suicidal without my knowing. LOL. shdn't try to put holes through my body or plan when I want my blood drawn.


or I shall keep these things to myself...


wait till I donated my blood first. RT @PurpleTeeng: @purplehill89 wat ?? I wanna pierce my nose... and get tattoo also.. =P


@PurpleTeeng tattoo... I want a tattoo...


because more suggestion on how I should "decorate" my shell. *tattoo just popped up blame my sis* I should go sleep now. no cheering up T.T


though before I do those piercing/tattoo. I should at least donate my blood first. wish I brought back my Blood Transfusion book back now.


to people who are reading my tweets now... please understand it's 2.30am now...you can't expect a leveled head me at this hour...


~~~~~


Yup that's what I was tweeting...
LOL... draw every last drip of my blood...
I don't care anymore...


P/S: It's 3am now... do not judge my writings...

Emo...

...because the main character of one of the fic I've read...

...is like the exact replica of me...

...it's like screaming to me all about my problems and insecurities...

...It's pretty scary considering she barely knows me in real life...

She put that fic on hiatus already...

Becuase she has two other fics that she needs to finish...

I hope she'll update on the fic...

I want to see what happens to her...

why do I want to see an almost exact replica of me going about in a story...

I don't know why either...

Maybe in hopes that she'll turn out better than I will be...

=)

btw... my friend writes awesome fics...

If you want us to feel like coming back home

Do not let

"I have a lot of IDO haven't input into my computer, but you don't want to help me also. I give up la, I give up."

to be your first sentence when we reached Ipoh and Dad's not there...

Thank you very much...

I'm your normal rebellious teen...

The more you want me to help the more I don't...

And you do have quite a thick skin to say that this is family business and you'll pay me to work...

Well, I don't see my pay coming...

and that was my last years salary...

Try working and solving all the unfinished business at your end...

then maybe the guilt trip that you are forcing me to will finally work...

keyword : MAYBE........

This blog is so.....

.....Super Junior centric

It's not funny anymore....

=(

What happen to all the "LIFE" blogs that I take pride on...

What happen to my rants of MY life...

LOL...

Malaysians should learn

how to smile to strangers...

So I walked into this shop in Times Square...

*the same one I went with my friends to buy our friendship ring last year - Scorpions*

The salesgirl was looking at me when I walked in alone so I just smiled at her...

Since maybe to her I don't look the kind who speaks Mandarin...

*I don't even know how she judged that*

She shouted to her friend across the shop...

"Is she your friend?"

most probably another salesgirl...

*I didn't turn to look as I don't want to burst her little "I don't speak Chinese" bubble"

Answer came "No la~~~"

"I don't know she smiled at me just now I thought she knows me or one of us..."

"Is it..??"

"that's odd, isn't it?"
*The whole convo was in Mandarin*

OKAY~~~~~~

When did smiling at a stranger become odd...

Plus I'm a customer who came into your shop..

Don't you think is a slight courtesy to smile to them before rummaging their things... 

I mean don't people smile at the workers of the place if you just walked into a shop..

especially when you locked eyes with one of them...

What, you stare at their eyes for a second and look away as fast as you could??

So as I wanted to "make a statement"...

I turned to her, smiled one big one, nodded my head and said thank you before I turned my heels and left...

I hope that message can get through...

To Malaysians...

I know there are more of these kind of people here...

Smile doesn't cost you anything...

You don't lose anything...

so why be so selfish with your smile...

Smile more to people...

your day is a brighter day...

A responsibility that I shouldn't have

Since I wasn't in this Korean craze at the very beginning...

and being so into it now...

I do have my time outs such as this and I think long and hard about how my life has changed...

One thing to say...

My life is a lot more hectic I must say...

from all the things that I need to do...

from all the things that I need contribute...

and being a Kpop fan...

One must has a lot of spare cash...

really...

I have never felt this burden being so big...

until I stumble on to a video of fans saying sorry to Super Junior while crying...

because they didn't win the album of the year...

When they sell more than the winning team...

*as I don't want to create chaos... I shall just not say anything about the winning team...*

Because I didn't buy the album...

I have a sudden guilt...

and then I thought...

What?

I use to watch Grammy's, MTV Video Awards, MTV Music Awards

you name it...

The bands that are nominated like Linkin Park, Foo Fighters, Yellocard, Green Day and all the other I love..

When they lost I go meh~~~

and go back to enjoy their music they put out...

I have never... for once felt guilty..

felt a burden...

I was pretty much carefree, and burden-less when I haven't step my foot to Kpop...

As long they are touring...

They are still writing new songs...

All the others is not important...

Because like Dave Grohl said before...

Making music is what we love, and winning awards is just a bonus...

It's not important...

So when did Winning an Award so important in my book...

I don't even know...

I need to scrape away this feeling...

Even though

I've just watched Music Bank...

And Kyuhyun was awesome over there...

But I can't help but miss him....
off stage......

T_T

Can't really force him to write something in his cyworld diary...

and not just updating his background/sidebar/icon/tabs and stuff...

It will be awesome if he did write something...

=)

*I'm crazy like that....

Pwned by Royal Pirates...

Hehehehe...

You know what...

I think I'm gonna go see Royal Pirates if they ever thinking of doing a cover concert... LOLS!!!

They make the songs epic..

A song for the working people

Now I will, now I will

Loosen up this tight necktie

To the sea,

To the far mountains

Let’s run run run away!

The corrupt society ruined the economy

And now you’re the corporation’s cockroach

I had tons of dreams too

But they’ve been crushed by the foot of reality

The never ending MTWThFS

Any benefits after years of faithful service? No

Grasp the lost dreams again

Run away, let’s go!

I earn and earn but my life is still ghetto

My wife’s on my back, doubly stressing me out

What do you want me to do about it?

Why don’t you quit nagging me all the time?

I always think of quitting

But then payday! Life becomes bearable again

So depressing, too suffocating

I want to quit and live however I want!

Now I will, now I will

Loosen up this suffocating tie

To the sea,

To the far mountains

Let’s run away!

Late night 12AM, PC room,

A student with a part time job, losing his mind

The gloom of life bends all hope

With the boss on your back,

Irritating customers, this is part time work

A scampering coward, wiping the table again

A life spent bowed, fingers wagged in faces

I guess the sun will never shine on me

I’m the campus hottie, the scholarship student

That all the female teachers love

But every night I’m a top that spins around

A student with a part time job

And though I labored every night

A cheap boss suspicious about my worked hours

Enough! It’s the boss’s problem, minimum wage

Now I will, now I will

Loosen up this suffocating tie

To the sea,

To the far mountains

Let’s run away!

Loosen your belt, hold up your paycheck

Dream once again

Loosen your belt, hold up your paycheck

Dream once again

Now I will, now I will

Loosen up this suffocating tie!

To the sea,

To the far mountains

Let’s run away!

Now I will, now I will

Loosen up this suffocating tie!

To the sea,

To the far mountains

Let’s run away!

Despicable Mua~~~

Went to watch a movie...

Despicable Me 3D..

It was okay~~

storyline is a little messy...

Like it doesn't follow a chronology...

It doesn't even say what happen to Vector and his father...

Okay fine...

It's a kid movie...

If you want that "It's so fluffy I'm gonna die" thing...

yea.. go for it...

If you are hoping to have a decent movie...

I say it's a no-go... 

One thing about 3D though...

I feel like grabbing the things that's popping out..

and this is the third time I watch anything 3D... LOL...

It should wear off by then..

but no...

I still feeling grabbing...

*please no sly thoughts...*

The show was delayed..

so the popcorn was............

This was at around 8.30

it's empty now...

and see the screen at the background...

It wasn't even playing the trailer...

even the side lights is still switched on...

.......done even before the trailer starts...

3 people were munching it non stop...

GOSH...

you should have see the rate they are going...

Anyway...

It was a good laugh...

a certain DKC was hyper...