Giving up on rationality
Giving up on humanity

Giving up on life itself... =_=

So many questions....
Not one single answer.

thoughts of tonight

have I helped to change someone's life for the better without me knowing

Is all I think about tonight

It looks like I'm not better than just a human living in an empty shell

I realised today

that I'm just that.

Guilt

Stress

more guilt

and yet I don't think these will push me

God, please help me to like the course that I'll be spending my parents money on for the next two years.

First post?

2012?
I don't know...
It just doesn't feel like something to be celebrated.

















I still feel like disappearing.