Yesterday night

Yesterday night was awesome...
Wasn't really affected much by Dongha's suicide during the concert unlike SS3...
But I somehow was reminded about it when I looked at Kyuhyun
But most of the time, he is far from me...
You know the SJM line up...
Kyuhyun stands to the right most of the time with Mi and Hyuk...
And I was at the left side of the stage.
While during his solo, he didn't walked out to the outer stage just stood at the middle and sang.
Only saw him towards the end of it when he finished singing Super Girl they switched places to stand..

Henry was at our side the most...And it was awesome.
Henry's like 3 meters away from me...
Tried really hard to raise the SJW Henry towel when he looked over to our side..
and he is every bit of awesome.
He waved, he smiled, and tried to look for placards.
I'm pretty sure he is because he kept scanning our side of the crowd.
And he performed Off My Mind...
Malaysian crowd is the first one to listen to it live. =)
and it was awesome...

Zhoumi was awesome too....
He sang 3.00am by Z-Chen
LOL~ a friend of Zhoumi, a Malaysian Singer.
Skinny, tall, need some fat in him and awesome features... =)
Awesome voice he has... really.
can lum sei see him sing.

Sungmin didn't do a solo, which is pretty sad....

you can check my RTs coz I RT-ed a lot.
other than that yesterday night is awesome.
they had on very heavy make-up though.

<3 Kyuhyun =)

Things that are worth reading, read them.

Things that are worth doing, do them.

Things that are worth remembering, remember them.

Things that are worth loving, love them.

As long as what you do is worth it to you, 

your life is worth living.

Never let others say otherwise,

never let others' voices cover yours.

기분이 좋지 않아요

Pretty sure this show is going to be affected.....
Like how I was affected by the Japan Tsunami that I didn't very much enjoy SS3...
Sigh~

Everybody's writing Chinese blogs..... T-T

It's today... =)
Your 5th Anniversary =)
Will you write something...... miss you pretty badly.
and also Happy 5th Anniversary. =)
Hope you have another 5 more.

Happy 5th Anniversary =)

5 years......
And I still remember the time when you said three years is an amazing feat....

Wasn't there when you stood on stage and sang with Super Junior for the first time.
Wasn't there when people hated you being added into Super Junior.
Wasn't there when you guys won your first award.
Wasn't there during that trying times of your accident........
But I'll be there until you say "Let's stop singing and enjoy the retirement"
Let's hope that doesn't come early... ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ


Like they say..
To the infinity and beyond~
Let's keep running.

Love you always~
우리 조규딩~ =P

Fiction

As absurd as it sounds,
Sometimes I wish you are real.

But you are just fiction too................
그래도, 널 난 사랑해.

"Watch your thoughts; they become words. Watch your words; they become actions. Watch your actions; they become habits. Watch your habits; they become character. Watch your character; it becomes your destiny." - anonymous

어쿠스틱

They call it a 씨네+뮤지카....

a movie with music as the core subject....

I call it an inspirational but yet discouraging (on my part) movie...

a movie with chasing after your dreams as the core subject....

I watched this movie without sub...

Understand the most trivial things but guess all the other important parts...

Yet I think I like this movie a lot.

Give it a try without subs, and use their acting and add your own words and interpret it with your style.

You might be surprise at what you find with this movie..

a little teaser~ 

meaningful quote: 음악 들러면 폭탄소리가 안 들러

*****I FOUND THE SUBS TO PART 2 AND 3, but I can't find the first one T-T

Writing has left me alone

I know the beginning
I know how to build it
I know the climax
I know how to end it

BUT WHY THE HELL I CAN'T WRITE THEM OUT...
I wrote 4 chapters and not ONE chapter I like.
I started this fic last year!!!

Did my brain just stopped working after that one fic that I finished???
Is 42500 words my limit???
This is REALLY frustrating..

Talking about double standards

you guys get A+ for being double standard......

deep down you know it, but because of all the facades that you have to pull...

you just look past it....

Whatever man. WHAT! EVER!

Sarcasm is the best thing that happened in this world

Let's just pile his schedule up to the brim, because he is not lying in the hospital or collapsing on stage and also he isn't exhausted and overworked.




No..... he is not.




He doesn't matter.

Caledonia has been everything I've ever had

Crying buckets because of this song

What was use to be

I miss the times when it was only about the music..........................

and now it's how one artist has that much fans......
how one is relevant another is not......
how its fandom is more awesome than the other.....
and how hallyu is everywhere and everything else doesn't matter......

I can't agree with you guys, and I try to tell you guys indirectly, just so we can spare our thin friendship.
Yet you guys smear it at my face as if I care shit about it.

Sigh~ who cares right, all everyone cares is about themselves.
I'm no one................. well, so are you.

It was used to be the music and how they affect us........ used to be...

I'm pretty sure that blogspot ate my previous post. Why are you like this blogspot?

This describes my life

Top 10 Myths about Introverts

Myth #1 – Introverts don’t like to talk.

This is not true. Introverts just don’t talk unless they have something to say. They hate small talk. Get an introvert talking about something they are interested in, and they won’t shut up for days.

Myth #2 – Introverts are shy.

Shyness has nothing to do with being an Introvert. Introverts are not necessarily afraid of people. What they need is a reason to interact. They don’t interact for the sake of interacting. If you want to talk to an Introvert, just start talking. Don’t worry about being polite.

Myth #3 – Introverts are rude.

Introverts often don’t see a reason for beating around the bush with social pleasantries. They want everyone to just be real and honest. Unfortunately, this is not acceptable in most settings, so Introverts can feel a lot of pressure to fit in, which they find exhausting.

Myth #4 – Introverts don’t like people.

On the contrary, Introverts intensely value the few friends they have. They can count their close friends on one hand. If you are lucky enough for an introvert to consider you a friend, you probably have a loyal ally for life. Once you have earned their respect as being a person of substance, you’re in.

Myth #5 – Introverts don’t like to go out in public.

Nonsense. Introverts just don’t like to go out in public FOR AS LONG. They also like to avoid the complications that are involved in public activities. They take in data and experiences very quickly, and as a result, don’t need to be there for long to “get it.” They’re ready to go home, recharge, and process it all. In fact, recharging is absolutely crucial for Introverts.

Myth #6 – Introverts always want to be alone.

Introverts are perfectly comfortable with their own thoughts. They think a lot. They daydream. They like to have problems to work on, puzzles to solve. But they can also get incredibly lonely if they don’t have anyone to share their discoveries with. They crave an authentic and sincere connection with ONE PERSON at a time.

Myth #7 – Introverts are weird.

Introverts are often individualists. They don’t follow the crowd. They’d prefer to be valued for their novel ways of living. They think for themselves and because of that, they often challenge the norm. They don’t make most decisions based on what is popular or trendy.

Myth #8 – Introverts are aloof nerds.

Introverts are people who primarily look inward, paying close attention to their thoughts and emotions. It’s not that they are incapable of paying attention to what is going on around them, it’s just that their inner world is much more stimulating and rewarding to them.

Myth #9 – Introverts don’t know how to relax and have fun.

Introverts typically relax at home or in nature, not in busy public places. Introverts are not thrill seekers and adrenaline junkies. If there is too much talking and noise going on, they shut down. Their brains are too sensitive to the neurotransmitter called Dopamine. Introverts and Extroverts have different dominant neuro-pathways. Just look it up.

Myth #10 – Introverts can fix themselves and become Extroverts.

Introverts cannot “fix themselves” and deserve respect for their natural temperament and contributions to the human race. In fact, one study (Silverman, 1986) showed that the percentage of Introverts increases with IQ.

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울고 도 울고

진짜 보고싶다

웃을 수 없어

你的声音还是那样的累。
마음이 아프다

sometimes I wish that you are really here

It is so much better without it, I don't need to say a word

It's obvious

I have a healthier life style without it

I'm going to be away from it

as much as possible

and appear only when needed

My life is so much better without it

The two failures have told me loud and clear

I'm listening to it now

Too much is no good

I think I've embedded too much of them in my life.
How do you get rid of them without hurting others feelings?

One makes me feel small and as if I need someone to take care of,
Another one is getting on my nerves with the silly, brainless rants.
Others are just there, and pretty much annoying.

Happy Birthday, Yi Ka Che~~ =)

Was late by an hour and 20 minutes...

Stupid time difference that we have in this earth...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, YI KA CHE~~

Another birthday spent 2 hours earlier than the Malaysia time...

ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ Your straight hair when you were still studying....

this was like 4-5 years ago???

even the curtains behind us have changed...

ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ Used to webcam like crazy~ 

Come back soon, then we go round and have our eating expeditions again and have one day trip to places.

Yi Ka Che, old la lu~~~

Take care~ God bless and have a great year ahead...

Tunggu la saya~ hopefully coming soon. =D then can celebrate the next one with you~ =)

Fell in love with your playlist

just saying

And I wish I know what you want to say with those blanks

This life isn't fair, isn't it?
but yet..... fair enough to balance out different things together.

I wish you well.

It's like this

It is never going to change

What a sad life this is

It's like this

Why do you even do it? Why do I care? But please take care, just can't lose you