Thursday, September 30, 2010

 
If you don't want to move your brain I'm not going to help you move it
I only have time to MOVE mine and NUDGE others
And that's that.
I'm hopeless
hopeless
Always finding reason here and there just because they kept popping up
I need a real life, you know.
T-T
=D
I don't know already.

Wednesday, September 29, 2010

If I die suddenly one day, in the near future (or far)
My RL friends would know that I'm gone
But please tell my online friends too
They are very dear people
I have too much online friends to ignore telling them of my non-existence

So if I do die suddenly
Please tell them
Thanks =)

*Some of you guys knows my twitter account and SJW password, so it'll be easy

Sometime I think about weird stuff
Sorry you have to put up with my weird brain

And my weird brain is still holding on to me being dead before I pass 30
LOL!
and Thanks~

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

"people don't smile because they're happy, they are happy because they smile."
-Donghae (Super Junior)
I love how Kyuhyun doesn't give a damn about people seeing him outside
He doesn't disguise, not even a hat on
Just a plain T and a pants


It made him more real

Sigh...
I don't think I'll run out of love for him...
T-T

Monday, September 27, 2010

Heechul

"Few days ago, Super Junior members went on a vacation. We played football together, and we enjoyed ourselves very much. In the end, Leeteuk's team lost, so his team members were being pushed into the water by us, it was really fun! (laugh) What I want to say is...I really don't want us to separate, and I hope that we can always be together like now. Manager hyung said the way I expressed my feelings was so touching and doesn't look like me, so I replied "because I still want to play football with the members."

Source: SBS Power FM [Kim Heechul's Youngstreet]

Translated by: lovecraze@SJ-World.net

Please take out with full credit



His love is so evident, it's undeniable. *tears*


나의 귀염둥이 동그리동동 신동의 생일입니다. 많은 분들이 축하해주셨으면 좋겠어요^-^ 생일빵을 내가 날릴테니까 여러분들은 축하만 푸짐하게 해주심됨ㅋㅋ 생일 축하한다 신동아~ 갖고 싶은 거 있음 가격이랑 다 말해~ 진지하게 들어줄게♡


His wishes to Shindong on his birthday(today) Taken out of Heechul's Twitter.


희철 오빠~~ 사랑해요~ 오빠 진자 친절해요~~~

Sunday, September 26, 2010

I'm now a Beginner 2 Korean Student =)

So the other day I said I was attending Korean classes... =)
YAY~~~ *clap hands*
As we were progressing through the Beginner 1 class...
I can't really concentrate....
Thing is I've learned what the sonsaengnim is teaching...
SO~~~~ I asked for skipping a grade =D

Supposedly I have to take a test before going on to Beginner 2...
Written and Oral....
But I think Kang Sonsaengnim talked to my new teacher and she just let me pass like that....
(They were talking in FAST KOREAN for me to catch plus I don't even know that much of Korean)
She said "Try one of my class, then we'll see"
Well, after the class, she told me to continue...
I asked for the Test, she said it's okay~ =D
*And she was talking to me in FULL KOREAN T-T (or was her English too accented??)
have to do a lot of guessing, before going "Ne. Gamsahamida."
and all the "Aniyo" come about when I thanked

But now...
My homework is MORE than the homework in Beginner 1...
And the thing that I have to study..... D=
Three things: Informal polite, formal polite and Informal.
Here is where all the -YO comes in... LMAO!!!
and sentence structure with -ee -ga -ehyo -ahyo.... T-T One confusing bunch!

Skipping a grade I have to study back what is the former stuff taught in Beginner 1...
Really.... It's a lot... T-T
But I'm happy to skip a grade, at least I get to finish faster and I can pay one course less =)
That's IF I don't fail it... LOL!

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

I need to cry just because I need to
Will you be there?
Like you had always been?

Sunday, September 19, 2010

Respectation

When you learn that a noun to SOME verb is by adding a -tion
like "expect" you get "expectation"

You tend to add -tion to anything

like my Korean Teacher, Kang Sonsaengnim said,
Calling other people "yah!" is no respectation.

OMG. literally ROFLMAO!!!!!!

It's so fun to laugh at other people's English because it's fun and I'm evil like that. =)

But most of the time I just can't stand the English, really. I refrained myself from trying to say, "Sonsaengnim, it's RESPECT. It's not respectful. That's all it is, RESPECT. No respectation. It is just not right."

Saturday, September 18, 2010

Ok Go

IF YOU DON'T WANT TO WATCH ALL FOUR VIDEOS, I STRONGLY MUST ASK YOU TO WATCH THE THIRD VIDEO, THIS TOO SHALL PASS. AND PLEASE ENJOY THE AWESOMENESS OF IT. IT TOOK SEVERAL MONTHS TO ASSEMBLE THEM, AND THEY HAVE REASSEMBLED THEM AGAIN WHEN IT FAILED 85 TRIES AND ONLY 3 COMPLETED ITS COURSE AND OF COURSE ONE VIDEO USED IN THE VIDEO =)
Enjoy the videos as much as they put the effort in it =)


Ok Go came to me when I was in High School
As a High School student
Normally things have to be REALLY complicated to attract rebellious teenagers
but this two simple music videos and awesome Music caught my eye and ears

Ok Go - A Million Ways To Be Cruel

Ok Go - Here It Goes Again

So I am here now
Thinking of Ok Go again
*I do this sometimes thinking about the old rock version of me*
And I happily find them didn't change and still into those crazy simple one take video
Only this time it's AWESOME-R and not so SIMPLE-R
*I just like the R R sound*

Ok Go - This Too Shall Pass (You might have seen me blog two lines from here before)

This is like the most awesome-st video ever. Thanks to Damian(Ok Go) for the idea and ONE WHOLE BUNCH OF ENGINEERS to make this happen. Check out Syyn Labs They have awesome stuff there too.

Ok Go - End Love

High budget video with awesome lights and cool clothes isn't in now, darlings....
Look at this type of music videos

This
Is
Creativity
=)
With nice songs to boot too~~~~

P/S: They are an indie band in US. Their lives are pretty much the same as any other band. And their Get Over It video is pretty much like any band video. They are not just a group of singers.
There are a lot more videos than this four...... If you want to you can check them out in Youtube. =)

Korean class............ again.

LMAO!!!

Apparently I should ask for skipping level.....
That's what my sisters are telling me...
I don't know...

Should I study everything again or start where I left???

I've never had official education just watched too much shows....
And helping with simple translation here and there...
They seem to help I guess.

Friday, September 17, 2010

Let it go
This too shall pass

Korean class

So........ tomorrow I'm going to my first Korean class.....

Wish me luck, I hope I get to learn fast and just you know......
Do everything at once =)

Thursday, September 16, 2010

Feminist vs Lesbians

Please
Feminist DOES NOT associate with Lesbian
Please check properly

Neither do I being a guy-hating girl
make me a lesbian

Plus I don't dislike all guys
It's just a selected few which is quite a big number of them

And if I get to choose *which I sadly don't*
I punch all of you in the face just to show you what I feel about you people
and hopefully while at that, I can knock some sense and maturity into you guys

And maybe throw you a dictionary for the word Feminism and Lesbianism
Go away.

Tuesday, September 14, 2010


"At this point, fair and right no longer mean what they once did.
At this point, fair and right are what you make of them.”
Kibum: "Remains"; Forever Series

Monday, September 13, 2010

I think
I said this once or twice before
But I have to say this again

There's only one person in this world that I want to live for
when I can't even live for myself
and he is no one else but my dad

Dad, I love you

I'm willing to postpone my Korea trip

How are JYJ fans not Cassie?

Sometimes when I see JYJ's upcoming stuff, and I see HoMin's *non-existing* upcoming stuff, I always thought why are HoMin not breaking the ties with SM already?  Even IF there is conflict between JYJ and HoMin, and you guys MIGHT not be together ever, doesn't the lack of activities under SM tells you to get your butt off SM??

JYJ didn't change company either, they just STAYED at their Japan record label, and there are ample of things to do.

HoMin should have left SM and stayed at Avex/Rhythm Zone too. Maybe then they have things to promote as THSK or just HoMin (if they do have conflicts, IF).

SM had proved themselves over and over again that when conflict and dispute and disbandments comes in, your group is "bye bye".  I feel sad for HoMin at the same time a little angry, but I don't know what is the reason for them not leaving SM, so I can't say much either.

Only don't tell me it's about friends, Hyuk Jae and Junsu still talk to each other, BoA and Jaejoong are still friends. That should mean something about different company, in different countries in this case, doesn't mean the end of friendship.

P/S: I'm not going apeshit about people supporting only JYJ or HoMin, or whether they are still friends or not. I'm just saying this as a career for them. In entertainment business, when you don't have a list of things to do = you have no money coming in = you are slowly disappearing into nobody in the business.

Cassies can't blame Cassies for not supporting HoMin, because SM is not doing anything for Cassies to support them. There's really nothing. SMTown is not one. I hope you guys get me.

P/P/S: This maybe a SM scam for Cassies going against each other. *smell SM dirt*

We sound like this singing Korean Songs


Love the "bleublrublebleublulbur" moment.

Sunday, September 12, 2010

His voice

That's all I need





I can watch Muzit forever.....
They chose the best songs =)

*teared* literally
They are that beautiful
and with live band, that's like an cherry on the icing

Thursday, September 9, 2010

Maths

I wish I get to study you more...
I wish I can have you till my very last semester...
sigh...
Give me my double and triple integral back T_T





It's your pick

A scary person with an unapproachable aura
OR
A nice, kind and friendly person

It's your pick
Choose the wrong one you'll be sorry for a long time

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

A Proud SJ-World member


I've never been to any forum before..
Neither did I signed up for any other artists' forum...
This is my first... and most probably the last...

To the staff bbs~~ =) Good and wonderful job... and of course BIG BIG thanks and love.. XD
To the people I met, you guys are like the sweetest people ever...

The things that they do and still doing is really... WOW...

Even though the boys haven't visited.... yet...
It is still awesome.

Haters to the left please, thank you~~~ =)

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

People just don't understand, do they?

I don't really want to rage all that much...

But really
If you don't like one thing, don't hate it.
Instead just ignore it.
Do your heart some good, do the world some peace.

Ten and thousands of people in this world doesn't appreciate your POV,
so just suck it up and deal with it.

You are just a mere person in this world, dear,
I am too, I can't do much to knock some sense into you.
But the person up there, do not exactly tolerate people who gives hatred to people who don't deserve it.
and come to think of it, no one deserves hatred.
sadly to say, even you.

It's fine you pissed me off, it's fine you pissed other thousands of people.
But I won't say that you are too lucky in the books of the person up there.

God bless, darling earthling.

P/S: if you are too much of a coward to begin with, you such just shut it at the beginning, happy hiding in the internet world, my friend. Guess even in the cyber world you can't keep a mask.

Benny and Joon

Most of us know Johnny Depp from Pirates of The Carribean, Sweeny Todd.
As Willy Wonka.
and those many eerie film he stared in.

But do you know Sam? Cute ol' social outcast Sam.
If this movie doesn't make you love Johnny Depp more, I don't know what can.

A little background storry - Joon is a mentally ill girl, living with her brother Benny who tries hard to provide for his sister. But everyone knows both of them are stressing each other out.

Benny plays poker every other weekend, but they don't bet with money, but with stuff. One night, Benny and the other wasn't on the table, preparing *I don't know what*, that led Joon to get an idea of playing poker with the other two guys on the table. Joon lost the game but gain a cousin which one of the guy was betting him out. Well........ that's where the story gets interesting... =) Everyone now knows who the cousin is..... =) *Johnny*

The movie is really sweet, slow isn't that complicated to understand, and it doesn't need brain cracking moments. That's how I love a movie...

This is part 1 of it... You can get the other part at the related column. I'm not sure whether PPS has it, since it's an old movie~ =) Enjoy and love the cute young Johnny Depp.


If you do not intend to watch all 10 parts of the movie -- Which is just around an hour plus. Here are some VERY cute cuts of Johnny Depp and his little social outcast gigs. But cute and entertaining.





And the soundtracks are just cute. the instrumentals ones of course. Others are meaningful old songs.
So enjoy the young Johnny Depp.

Monday, September 6, 2010

A note to you

All I'm saying is if you can't do it all, stop some of them, ignore the people who are going to laugh at you or call you names, ignore those people who are going to scoff at you and call you a liar even if you explained it all.

I stopped reading and writing fics even though I love reading them, love thinking up pretty plots for stories, but I stopped because I can't cope with the work I'm being shoved to in Uni. Heck, I even stop going to SJW for almost a month, only visit it once in a while when I have time or to read some breaking news. And just so you know I use to spend my time in SJW when I'm online, read EVERY single news and translated stuff.

Stop telling me how I need to help because you have not enough hands to handle the work. Think why do they leave after a little more than 3 months. Think about it, it's not because they're stupid or can't handle the workload, it's because you weren't there to guide them through their probation period. Not all of them has a "want to learn" attitude, neither are everyone of them a fast learner, and I don't blame them. You were supposed to be there, helping and instilling that in them. Yes, it was good riddance if their attitude don't change after the teaching and all, but if you never tried to helped them change it then it is just utterly wrong. 

You are such a hypocrite. You used to scold him because of that mushroom farm he had in Cameron Highlands. It was taking his mind off his original work, you said. You asked him to stop, asked him to stop neglecting his original work, because no one is there to pick up where he left off. But look at you now, who is going to pick up where you left off now? Oh, apparently on your mind that would be me.

Hell.... No.

I don't care if that brings all of us benefits, I don't care if that is our only future to every thing money wise, if you start neglecting the job you first started and the job that he needed you to do awesome in the most, what is there in that thing that you so amazingly trying to show to everyone else who cared? 

You said that the place holds our future, that me, behaving this way is driving it into the ground. Yeah, I'm sorry that I have to study and leave that job alone last year and me not helping every semester break when I'm in Ipoh. I'm sorry that I don't feel like teaching someone older than me the things that you were supposed to teach. I'm sorry.... that making money is more important than every other thing.

Don't expect me to wake up one day and run to you and say "You know what, I'll help you because you asked me to." No, I'll only help because sometimes, I know, he needed someone to help in his ground floor part of the company, and I know, if it isn't you, then that person has got to be me.

I miss them~~~


ah~~~ How I miss them together...
though....
Number is always just a number....
3? 2? 5? 13? 15? 10?
numbers are always just numbers.

as long as they are doing what they love, I'm not going to hope for more.
=)
Gambateh, DBSK/TVXQ/THS/JYJ/HoMin~

Thursday, September 2, 2010

Stress, let me show you it


Yes... /wrist... bye world... *bleed to death*


P/S : This is twitter --- read from bottom to the top. =)