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Winter

There was that time in my life
where I had a dream

There was that time in my life.

Right now, I'm an empty shell waiting in line until my line snaps

Winter, is one hell of a depressing season.

In one semester, how many times do I need to ask myself

what the hell am I doing here

Sometimes I still ask myself

Why am I still alive

I missed my one windowed 3x2 bedroom

I am mentally exhausted
and just because I can't hole myself like I do back in Malaysia
I have to put up a front
I have to smile for others
I have to answer questions that I don't feel like answering

I am just really mentally exhausted
tired
If people could just leave me be
I'll be thankful

So don't ask me if I'm alright
don't ask me if I'm okay
I'm not
But I'm not going to tell you
no one needs to be invited into my own self dug hole

I'll crawl myself back up

Just because my blog is quiet

Let's do something dumb...

Got this from tumblr who got this from AFF... 

Anyway... my playlist that I've been listening to only has LeeSsang, Epik High, CNBlue and EXO... So it's pretty sad not so much variety list of songs... Here goes...

Put Your iPod/WMP in Shuffle then answer:

1) if someone says “is this okay” you say?

화가 (火歌) – 리쌍 & Movement

I guess I was angry in the first place.... oh well

2) what would best describe your personality?

双月之夜 (TWO MOONS) (feat. Key of SHINee) - EXO M 

I have swag man... 帅爆的 Feelin.......... Or just the title: I am two faced =(

3) what do you like in a guy/girl? 

Rocksteady (feat. Kero One, Dumbfoundead, MYK, Rakka (Dilated Peoples)) - 에픽하이

Rocksteady man...... LMAO~ I don't even know what this means but I guess I like steady people.

4) what is your life’s purpose? 

Am I (feat. Bizzy, B-Free) - 리쌍

Does this means I'm selfish?? =(

5) what is your motto?

바보 - 에픽하이

aww man..... My motto is stupid.... GREAT. awesome song though...

6) what do your friends think of you? 

Free Music feat. MYK - 에픽하이

WHUD..... I'm a juke box?? You guys... The lyrics is one whole other meaning though.. =))

7) what do you think about very often? 

의정부 Song - 리쌍;T (티)

 WHERE THE COOL PEOPLE LIVES MAN!!! 의정 to the 부~~~ also means that I think about a Korean suburb often.. LOL~

8) what is 2+2? 

Top Gun - 에픽하이

2 + 2 is the swag man.....

9) what do you think of your best friend? 

Ignition (Feat. 나윤권) - 에픽하이

This is bad......... good song though..

10) what do you think of the person you love?

Wordkill - 에픽하이

LMAO~ Does that even make sense?? Unless it means no words is able to describe that person... though the meaning of the song is entirely different. Something to do with lie, excuses and other no so good words about one person(generally the singer). so..... this is bad...

11) what do you want to be when you grow up? 

Leessang Blues - 리쌍 ft 정인

ONE OF MY FAVOURITE LEESSANG SONGS... because of Gil's rich husky voice... Don't know what does that mean though.. but the song is talking about love.... =))

12) what do you think when you see the person you love? 

우산 (Feat. 윤하) - 에픽하이

awww..... sad sad love song.... but one of my favourite too...

13) what do your parents think of you? 

일터 (Feat. Bizzy) - 리쌍

Hmmmmmm.....

14) what will they play at your funeral?

내 몸은 너를 지웠다 - 리쌍

OMG one of my favourite song again... BUT THIS SONG IS SO SAD.... IT IS REALLY ABOUT GOOD BYE... but to a girlfriend of course, and the lyrics is so SADDDDD~!!!

15) what is your hobby/interest? 

Grand Final (Planet Shiver Mix) - 리쌍

LOL~

16) what is your biggest secret?

One (Feat. 지선) - 에픽하이

Ooooh... hmmmm.... don't know if I should explain this... I love love this song though. hit jackpot?

17) what do you think of your friends?

두 개의 달이 뜨는 밤 (TWO MOONS) (feat. Key of SHINee) - EXO-K

YOU GUYS ROLL LIKE A BUFFALO MAN~~

18) what’s the worst thing that could happen? 

MAMA - EXO K

BRB WHILE I GO TO A CORNER AND LAUGH MY HEAD OFF

19) how will you die? 

Madonna (feat. Mellow) - 에픽하이

I have the swag... your argument is invalid...

20) what is the one thing you regret? 

Never Never Say Goodbye - 리쌍

Hmmmmm........

21) what makes you laugh?

습관 - 에픽하이

apparently habits makes me laugh...

22) what makes you cry? 

El Dorado - EXO

don't understand what this means so I googled it... and it's "The name of a fictitious country or city abounding in gold, formerly believed to exist somewhere in South America." I was like WHAT ?? THAT MAKES ME CRY?? maybe because it is fictitious... 

23) will you ever get married? 

부자 project - 리쌍

몰라~~

24) what scares you the most?

What is Love? - EXO M

hahahahahahaha.... okay~

25) does anyone like you?

당신의 조각들 (Feat. 지선) - 에픽하이

awesome song but yeah.......

26) if you could go back in time, what would you change? 

너의 세상으로 (ANGEL) - EXO-K

very appropriate.... yeah.

27) what hurts right now? 

영화처럼 feat. ALI - 리쌍

yeah... don't know why like a movie hurts right now...

I do have CNBlue in my playlist... I wonder why they didn't get shuffled there.. Anyway~~ yeah~~ I got bored halfway and thought, why am I even doing this... but yeah...