I missed my one windowed 3x2 bedroom

I am mentally exhausted
and just because I can't hole myself like I do back in Malaysia
I have to put up a front
I have to smile for others
I have to answer questions that I don't feel like answering

I am just really mentally exhausted
tired
If people could just leave me be
I'll be thankful

So don't ask me if I'm alright
don't ask me if I'm okay
I'm not
But I'm not going to tell you
no one needs to be invited into my own self dug hole

I'll crawl myself back up