One of the reason why I told you straight up

is not for you to penalise me

but is for you to TRY to understand what I'm trying to say

I said it loud and clear

But why did you turn my words and make it go against you

It was just a wish from my birthday

a Thank You wish not so different from the one I wrote you when I turn 18

Was it because I lost most of my respect for you when I turned 19 the next year and showed it?

That everything I said even if it's just a little Thank You, that you can't even believe that I'm saying it to you?

Fine

You asked to be a friend

But you are the one pushing me away

Like I always am

I'm always fine with it