I don't want to know~
I don't need to know~
Don't tell me...
I don't want to feel like this anymore.....
I have only 4 months~
Let me love them like I want to love them for 4 months~
That's all I'm asking.

Wide open wound that doesn't hurt

Clock is ticking, undeniably..
They say the process takes more energy then enduring the true result
No one has ever lied when it's about the end of something

I'm alright, I'm fine
I'm taking it all in like one should
things that hurts, I'll leave them behind
things that brings joy, I'll cherish them

Life is good~
Life is here~
Life is now~
=D

The End is just depressing

Two things that I don't want, will never want to see the end of it...

Super Junior

SS Gang

Two things in my life......
that must not end......

My heart....... T_____________T
/crying endlessly watching Strong Heart/

And the things I see, Super Junior and SS Gang have so much in common...
A non-coloured, doesn't change friendship, let's go on till forever...
With SS Gang...
And Super Junior.

My very own catering service

Stupid init?
I say "It's for the love...."
but it is still stupid...
enduring human beings with their brains in their asses.
but with a slight gratefulness.... I'm happy.
being shallow....

Who the hell are you?
Recently, I've been thinking of you.
was happy that you sent texts to me..
but what crap..... people send text to me all the time asking about Inti bus services...
Obviously not going to look anymore into it..
I have no rights to.

Am I cut out for this?
Sometimes I just feel like throwing them all away...
staring at it for so long but can't make out what was studied...
It's frustrating.... in so many levels.
Studied for 6 FULL semesters...
graduating in a few months time...
But can't even make out the details of a drain...
useless piece of shit.

Are you still here for me?
Looking at you right now...
sometimes makes me more emo than I should..
Guess the idea of can't have you is more hurting than I thought it to be.
Can't cry like I used to...
Sometimes I want my own room back.
Maybe that's the cause of this stress and emoness...
but I hate being weak, you know that right?
wish you can send me some word of encouragement..
But what am I?
Just another fan that you chance by...
Still, love you one whole lot that I can't let go.
weakness, hate it.

time, aren't you running a little to hard?
4 months and 10 days... That's all I have left.
What will I make out of this..
what will I achieve
what will I obtain
what will I contribute..
It all starts here, right at this second.
go on... run.....
because I'm running together with you.

I've been so busy

and actually still is...

Thing with the albums...
And members being an annoying prick asking for their albums to reach before Friday.
That's right, because we don't have 208 albums to handle.
because we don't have have schools to attend to...
because I don't have a project to bury my head in...
because we only have you who bought the album.
because we have all the time in the world.

Thing with the project
I'm getting no where with it
because when I work on it
I think about albums
I think about fees
I think about timetable
I think about how to build the model
I think about WHAT THE HELL MY SUPERVISOR WANTS

Thing with my life
humans who thinks the world must revolve around them
humans who thinks that the world is always against them
humans who has two faces (or more)
humans who has brains stuck in their asses
humans who just blatantly blames others
humans who can't stop sticking their noses off other people's business
humans who demands more than they deserve
JUST PLAINLY HUMANS

I'm stressed...
I need to see and meet things and people like these....
I have a right to rant.

To me, my life comes first for now...
Catering Services will be provided at a later date.
Have a problem with that....
Talk to the hand~
/shuffles away