It should be about the boys and their music and how they make us feel.

I didn't write this but read on.... for kpop fans I guess, despite whether you love Suju or not~ =)


It should be about the boys and their music and how they make us feel.

okay. okay i wasn't going to do this but this is my kpop rant: some people are fucking crazy because they've forgotten that at some level it isn't about the members, the group, the idols. really, it isn't actually about them at all. it's about how we feel, and if idols make us happy watching them dance and sing, we support them because we want to see more of their dancing and singing and homoerotic unresolved sexual tension, you know? so i love suju because everytime i watch bonomana my toes curl and watching sorry, sorry leaves me biting my lip whereas i laugh along to no other, super girl, and my heart breaks at marry u, and norago. and so on. i love super junior because ehb made me cry, laugh, and fall in love and feel warm when i was a bit lonely back in the day, look at what they'd been through and remember that i was going to be okay. look at how donghae got so fit and started going to the gym religiously, realizing i could do thattoo without starving myself.

supporting an idol is not about letting that ruin your life. because that defeats the fucking point. i'm so sick of hearing about twelve year olds and twenty year olds talking about love and boyfriends they have or don't have anymore or won't have because these are boys they will never meet, never fall in love with, never know. but that's okay, if they shine light into the dark corners of your life. if they make you more miserable...you've missed the boat. you've gotten on the stream of cray cray that ends in you stalking the shit out of your idols, making them miserable, and you realizing that they're human, not perfect, and going nuts.

everylasting friend means so fucking much to me because unlike other fanclub names, i feel like i'm really going to grow with suju. i'm going to take their hands and spread the pearl sapphire blue of happiness and beauty and sexy hip thrusts all over the world together with leeteuk who works too hard and is overly melodramatic but fuck, is probably one of the most amazing people out there, with heechul who just doesn't give a fuck but really probably does and might revolutionize the way people treat their idols one day, with hankyung who stood up for himself, who worked hard against all odds and made it, became china's darling, with yesung who never got camera time but grew into his voice and himself and is finally getting noticed, with kangin who fucked up and learned and grew and took responsibility, with shindong who was brave enough to fall in love, with sungmin who was brave enough to say fuck the fans, i don't just want to be cute!sungmin, i want something more, eunhyuk who always knows how to keep working at something, eve if he's at the top of his game, donghae who faced adversity and kept going, siwon who believes in something and will keep fucking believing, will keep singing and believing forever, with ryeowook who manages to captivate with a smile even if he's one of the most overlooked members, kibum who stays close to his brothers personally, even if he can't professionally, and kyuhyun who spat death in the eye and came back to us, came back to sing and live. and henry who traveled into the heart of nowhere but never gave up his violin, zhou mi who is fierce and beautiful and works at it even when he's got so few activities and schedules, only to show up, flawless on stage.

i fucking love super junior. they are a bunch of real boys who are human and stupid and gorgeous and fabulous. and when i have a bad day, miracle will pep it all up. and that's all that really matters.


by canttakeabreath

Out of Sight

so many meaningful videos these days~

Love this animation. =)

P/S: Because some of you didn't realise it even till the end, I'll shall state it here: 

The girl is actually blind and her dog is her eye-seeing dog. =)
She is using her other senses: smell, touch and hear to imagine her own world, when her dog wasn't with her.

T-T

Sad post is sad~

Kyu, take care...

T-T

It's going to snow in Korea.

It's cold, take care~

My heart just died

T-T

Kyu~~~~~~~~~~
Heart literally broke in two

NE MEH~

Today deserves a post~

Why because I did something I might not do for a long while.

I think.

But even if I don't get it

I know I did try

and my dream~ hope it hasn't gone too far away before I can catch it up~

=)

Yes~ today deserves a post.

Cheers to Kyuhyun.

Just because~

Part of the reason why I don't watch too much drama

It always got me thinking and all emo.

sigh~

What Seung Jo said......... I wish I have the guts to...........

All in all, I'm still doing CE, ain't I?

So what's the use......

진짜 몰라.

Wavering heart.

Should I, again, ask Him?

I, who had lead my own life

should I seek for His help?

I, who had never heard of His voice

should I try to listen to Him?

난 몰라~~~~

Too far

It's impossible

It's not like I'm living in a drama series

Wake up, San.

But I can't stop smiling when he does something...... anything.

ah.......... What is this?

OH EM GEE~~~!!!!

MY CHARACTER JUST DISAPPEARED!!!
JUST. LIKE. THAT.
OH MY GOSH~

I'm was THIS CLOSE to kill Baal.
*Baal is the last and the end of the game. T-T
Plus that character is in her Level 33.
*Was trying to level her up to level 50 at least.
AND AND AND that character plays along side my sisters and my eldest sister BF.
I WANT TO CRY~
Now I don't have one to join them in there last battle.

AND THAT SECRET COW LEVEL.
/swear words coming out endlessly

I'll have to start again. T-T
my game is DEFINITELY corrupted!

Dear Super Junior,

Thank you for being one of the greatest things in our lives. You are not a mere boy band, a simple crush, or an impersonate idol. You are 13 young men who, through true spirits and good hearts, have united thousands of people. You have entertained and inspired us through your hard work and talents. Yet most importantly, you have taught us valuable life lessons. We learned from you that dreams are vaster than state boarders. And that positive spirit is the key to all challenges. You showed us that we must work hard for what we love and protect and stand for whom we love. We learned from you that being a humble dork is much more charming than being a stuck-up jerk. You taught us that spontaneity is a gift not a defect and that you will always grow old, but not necessarily grow up. And that life is sweet but never easy. And that with all these virtues, we can all change the world.

We just wanted to let you know that you did change the world. You are more than music idols, or entertainers, you are heroes, for you have positively changed the lives of many. We want to always be guided by you. You do not need a catchy song to steal our hearts; your smiles have already done that. You have always touched our lives and hearts, and we wish day and night to be able to do the same for you. We wish that every year you would feel closer to us, and feel our unwavering admiration and love for you. Please always know that you succeeded in the past few years and that in every world corner you have an ELF to witness that. We will stand united for you and for the many years of success to come, not just in your career, but mostly in your life.

Yours always and forever,
E.L.Fs around the world
6, Nov, 2010

Written by: SuJu-Global-ELFs.com (globalELFs)

Long..... isn't it?

It has been far too long since I last updated, isn't it?
Well, I'm alive and well.
Just not very free to blog plus I've been staying in my school's hostel
Meaning I don't have a PC, can't blog.

Anyway, I've started gaming...... yet again. =_=
Diablo was fun, though I must say WoW is better.
But oh well, me boh lui, so stick to Diablo now~
*If Diablo 3 comes out I might................. let's not think about it yet*
*it'll be funny if here I say don't think about it yet and tomorrow it is released.*

ANYWAY~~~ I wanted to print screen me character but.......
sigh~~~ Tak blh pulak.
My PC, sigh~~~ Dah obsolete.

AN~~~~~YWAY~~~
I should go back to Playful Kiss...
Promised Kinki to be melted in the later episode~
watching that show, see HyunJoong memang pretty boy.
I always think how do they get girlfriends next time.....
I should think you know what I meant......
It must be pretty hard for them.

Go Episode 4!!!
I'm slow I know.

a poker face

yes.... 

I do not tolerate weakness

Never

short yet powerful

I don't even know whether I want to write an account to account thing here
Coz it's too short of a showcase to actually experience a lot of stuff
So I'll just give a few comments here...

It wasn't exactly that worth it - an hour for RM 259
It was really worthy - Their live voices was the first I heard and it was AWESOME. I tell you AWESOME. (especially Junsu's)
It was funny - Serena C is a great MC as always
It was a little boring - The interview part of the thing was REALLY short and it didn't even ask proper question
Interview was pretty awkward though
It was not a showcase for non Korean speakers - Translator wasn't doing such a good job
It was pretty fun - The music was awesome and and the encore was all JUMP JUMP JUMP
It ended too abruptly - It was like "This is our last song" Sang and descended off the stage using trap doors.

So yeah~ I'm here still waiting for photos... LMAO.

I'm not that low..... Okay?

Tell me one more time that I like Kyuhyun just because of his looks

I'll show you his non-make up face, messy hair, and swollen lips picture

beside 4 of the other members who I presumed that they weren't wearing any make up too

Then I'll point to the ugliest full with pimple face and call him Kyuhyun

And you can tell me again that he is awesomely good looking

and I'm blinded by it

One of the reason why I told you straight up

is not for you to penalise me

but is for you to TRY to understand what I'm trying to say

I said it loud and clear

But why did you turn my words and make it go against you

It was just a wish from my birthday

a Thank You wish not so different from the one I wrote you when I turn 18

Was it because I lost most of my respect for you when I turned 19 the next year and showed it?

That everything I said even if it's just a little Thank You, that you can't even believe that I'm saying it to you?

Fine

You asked to be a friend

But you are the one pushing me away

Like I always am

I'm always fine with it

Grinning like a maniac after a be-earlied phone call from Australia

That Woman.

Thanks for the wish, dear.

Even though it's like an hour early. LOL!

Ah~~ I miss her and all our midnight laughters.

사사의 생일~~

*I can't add images I don't know why. T-T*
*imagine the picture of the three rings are here~*

유리 십월의 아기~~~

생일 축하해요~~~

행복에 많이 있어요~~~

May God bless you~

Evan Almighty

"If someone prays for patience, you think God gives them patience? Or does he give them the opportunity to be patient? If he prayed for courage, does God give him courage, or does he give him opportunities to be courageous? If someone prayed for the family to be closer, do you think God zaps them with warm fuzzy feelings, or does he give them opportunities to love each other?"

Saw a friend tweeted this. =)

It's a quote from a movie "Evan Almighty"

The "me" in cyber world is nothing like the real life "me"

So please don't judge me through my twitter if you happen to read my tweets

That will be very much appreciated

Thank you

“Rather than thinking about the people around you as your competitors, think of yourself as your own rival instead, and abandon the thoughts of wanting to beat the other people, carry yourself with confidence, and if you want to have a calm life, drop your pride and feelings of inferiority.” - Heechul in Sangji University


Source: MT Star News + bbyong~✪ @ sj-world.net
Chinese Translation: Melody @ heehouse.com
English Translation: eternalsnow @ sj-world.net


Every time I read something about Heechul, it always, without fail, make me respect him more than I respect anyone else in this world. He's a person who'll tell you how to run your life in a meaningful way instead of just chasing happiness. And with that, getting happiness too.