It shouldn't get into my head

Yes...
It should stay far away from me...
It shouldn't bother me...
I shouldn't have cared...

But why am I feeling like this...
unaccepted...
Fine fine...
I shall make myself happy...

At least I know I can always feel happy when there's you...
No matter how life turns out to be...
If there's you, life is still worth living...

All I need is a good cry now...

But...
Tears just don't fall that easily anymore...