My head... needs serious fixing...

Despite the constant up and down moments in live...
This has GOT to be the most EPIC one EVER...
It's going to be jotted down under the Epic History of Ji San...
Shit you not when I'm telling you this..

My Lab Report due date was on Monday...
While cursing and crying my life away while doing my lab report on Sunday night...
*my twitter followers would know... Sorry to them for spamming their timeline with my complains*
I managed to ACTUALLY complete it on time...
and save it to my old faithful pendrive..
Went to school in glee on Monday but found out that..
my pendrive was still perfectly attached to my old faithful PC...
Life haven't been so great..
it was lucky that my lab tutor was alright with it...
He just waved it off like nothing...

So I promised myself MUST BRING MY PENDRIVE TO SCHOOL ON TUESDAY...
Once I reach home on Monday night...
I plugged out the pendrive and put it in my bag...
So that I wouldn't forget...

Yeah... Tuesday morning...
The pendrive is nicely in my bag...
And then I saw a notice to print out some Maths Group Assignment thingy...
So I took out my pendrive and plugged it into the computer that I was sitting at at school...
Saved the neccessary into my pendrive so that I can go print when I want to print my lab report...
But of course I need to go to class because it was already time...
After class... I prepared myself to head over to the printing room...
BUT... my pendrive... THAT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE IN MY BAG...
WAS NOT IN MY BAG... D= The horror...

In my head was... I didn't just left in at the computer right...
damn it...
I rushed out of class and went to the PC I sat at...
it was no where to be found... D= more horror...

At that time...
I don't know what to think anymore...
I just feel like jumping off the roof of Inti..
Banging my head countless of time to the wall..

I'm useless...
Might as well disappear...

I won't ever indulge in self pity

I know image is everything to you

And I know you want your daughters to be successful so that you can boast to other rich hoohaa

 But with that

You are making one daughter so distant that she don't even call to say hi

Don't be all friendly to me when my SGR reach your hands

Because it doesn't change anything between us

Because right now

To me

You are just one person who only fund my studies and my life

I don't even care if I go to hell by thinking/saying that

Because

I don't know what to care anymore

Hope, Faith and Trust

Sometimes life doesn't give you the fruit

No matter how much you sow

Must Haves

One big cup of Chocolate milk is a must have everyday

Today's lunch is made by DKC...

Spaghetti

This spaghetti is made of tomatoes, onions, garlic, herbs and one slice of ham...

TOTALLY NATURAL....

It's not from cans...

All this is possible...

because we bought............

.....a blender.... =)

I'm just saying...

You know it when someone worship the ground you step on...

whether to turn into a big head is your own personal choice...

Really....

I'm just saying....

Shopping

Went shopping today...

spend like 4 hours there in The Gardens...

But one thing funny is we only went to Art Friends and Borders...

LOL...

Bought like around RM50 at Art Friends... 

It was fun though...

fascinated by the things over there..

One of it is this 0.03 pen...

And I thought 0.3 is fine enough...

bought other stuff there too...

decorations for my room...

Going to do so much when holiday comes for me... =)

I'm going to put one at my door with my name on it...

 Then we went to Borders..

And Borders has discount... O.O

So got three books...

Two of them are for D-A-D-D-Y...

LOL...

Got myself a chick flick...

Will review it after reading later... =)

Then we went to Crystal Jade something for lunch...

Tell you it's EFFING EXPENSIVE...

But the pork there is SUPER DELICIOUS... =)

Pork meat soup(double boiled)...

Just like any other soup...

But the pork smell is a little too strong for me...

This RM19 Roast Pork is yummy but a little over price...

and its fat...

....is that much...

Soya Bean Drink...

surprisingly it wasn't as sweet as I thought it would be...

It was actually just nice...

Seafood soup...

like shark fin soup minus the shark fin and it's black...

It's nice...

This is what I ate...

Fried rice with pork chop...

and as I said the pork is really yummy... =)

Well... That's The Gardens for you~~~~ =)

Because today is not a very happy day for me

I have no inspiration what so ever...

I have no desire to do anything...

My energy was sucked cleaned...

I repeat one happy song...

Sang in real music...

and Kyuhyun's in it...

But still...

I'm not happy...

Because it doesn't change things...

credit : princekyu

This is what happens when you screwed up a paper with a fucking stupid mistake...

This is what happens when you see Kyuhyun coming back but his eyes told you that he's tired...

This is what happens when allkpop fuck Super Junior by posting the leaked upcoming new song...
This is what happens when you see Heechul being pissed(maybe because someone leaked their new song)

This is what happen when you said to have a healthy lifestyle but you continue failing at it...

This is what happen when you feel you're useless...

This is what happen when you couldn't find a thing to cheer you up...

I should be in gym now...

Fuck you allkpop... I don't even know why you are still here after what you did to Epik High and Super Junior and Soshified and many other fandoms and KPop artist and celebrities...
Like what Tablo said deleting that page doesn't change things, you should grow a conscience instead...
But this is allkpop we're talking about... Conscience is what they don't have...
and sadly will never ever have...

He's coming back

After so long...

He is finally coming back...

I missed you so much...

It hurts...

Welcome back...

I'm glad that you're alright...

I love you... =)

credit: as tagged

*I should save more of his recent photos... I fail as a fan... because I don't go gaga over pictures....
by the way... right is 2008 (but it is in SPAO) left is 2009 (Sorry Sorry period)

Crying like a little baby

I'm crying...
I'm crying for someone I've not even met...
Because I'm helpless when I wanted to help...
Because I'm don't feel like going back there anymore after she's gone...

Thank you

Sometimes you want to thank a person but you totally don't know how to..

What I'm trying to say is...

I want to thank a person...
I want to tell her not to be so fired up because things doesn't go as plan...
I want to tell her to not to give up after much work had done...
I want to tell her that after working yourself senseless once don't be afraid of the second time...
I want to tell her that we all appreciate EVERY single thing that she had done...
I want to share her troubles...
I want to help and not be a bother...

I just wish that I could...

But we are not friends...
just plain acquaintance of the same fandom and she's the founder...
we are like 689752687197610987856 miles apart...
She's in Italy and I'm in Malaysia...
We do have fun talking in twitter sometimes...
But when she starts getting moody...
feeling that what she's done is all in vain(even in life)...
I felt sorry for her...
But I didn't know how to tell her...
Because I know she doesn't need pity...
neither does she want anyone to be all fake to her...
But I hope that she does know that there are people appreciating her work...

If there's no you, Gaia...
There won't be SJ-World... =)
And I want to thank you...
and many other who made everything possible...
Especially Norfy (Malaysia's Saviour)... =)

*I fail for not being able to tell her that myself...

Magnificent sight

The skies were growing dark as dark clouds threatened to throw raindrops to the ground when I was driving back to Subang from Nilai...
Well...
My car needed a serious wash so I was glad that it decided to rain....
*but it didn't... only a few drops here and there... curse you sky, clouds and rain....

Just then I was staring at the rapidly moving dark clouds...
An airplane emerged from one of the clouds speeding through the dark skies..
I once said that the airplanes are closer to Earth than normal when I'm in that area, right...??
So it was actually a magnificent sight to see an airplane which wasn't viewable because of the dark clouds but it appeared from one of them like magic..
Plus when it came out of the clouds cutting through it like you've ran your hand over steam or smoke...

I suddenly have a sense of achievement...
LOL... as if I was driving the plane through the clouds and broke free..

Anyway...
I don't even know what I'm writing now...
Oh well...
It'll be lucky if you can picture is or see it with your own eyes...

*too bad I was driving and I don't have a camera and that scene was too fast to capture... I can only share it with only my own eyes and mind... It was a really beautiful picture... =)

Need endless Moneh~~

So...
There are LOADS of things that I need to do and buy...
Which OBVIOUSLY need Ca$h and Moneh~~~

Self learning Korean
I need Bilingual Korean Children's books...
and it's like RM50 for one...
and I can't buy only one...

Korean classes in Subang Jaya
a month can fetch up to RM100-200...
And I don't really think I can afford it together with gym...

Super Junior's Repackage 4th album
There goes my moneh again...
If I'm buying it..
after ordering two Version A for the Hanteo Charts...


SS3 Front Seat Tickets
I don't think this is going to be cheap...
Since the first concert is already RM 438...
It's only going to go up...

An iPod for my pleasure
iPod Touch?? or an ordinary mp3..
That is the question...
Which I still can't answer after weeks of pondering...

A Lollipop GD508
My phone is killing me and a new phone is due...
But thinking buying this phone just because it's cute and the LED is a must-have and Kyu's...
I'm afraid paying 770 is not worth it....

New shoes
My shoes is obviously has worn out...
spotted Converse...
But it's near RM120....

New Bag
My bag's strap is falling out...
and I hope to get a sling bag...

New Pencil Case
As much as I love my Where's Dog? pencil case...
But the big gaping hole cannot be overlooked...
my stationery are falling out...


New clothes
Yea... trying to look better now...
no more baggy jeans and shirt...
I hope...

Now... I'm thinking doing a side job as a Maths Tutor...
Anybody wants a Maths Tutor...??
65 per month (price negotiable)...
Time and day negotiable...

I just need Moneh~~~~~~

Life... sometimes... is still worth living...

I was not in a good mood yesterday night...
following a still very emo mood this morning...
Plus it didn't help when you get 57623861 messages from Mom... AND DAD...

saying how proud they are at my recent Semester Grade Report that my Uni sent to my parents...

Saying how I've worked hard and stuff...

Because I TOTALLY don't deserve all the praises...

and please you guys who are reading this... DO NOT SAY THAT I DO... It pisses me off...

First I never studied...

Second I was just hoping to pass...

Third my intention is to finish this course at the shortest possible...

Plus... If my mom ACTUALLY read the fine print below the A's and B's...

She should know that my CGPA is absolute hopeless...

And a B- is ACTUALLY 60-64...

She wouldn't be praising me if she knows that....

So you won't feel good that you get praises for the wrong thing... Yea...

So while moping around Uni...
Sticking my earphone into my ear and blast Foo Fighters and Yellowcard...
I've avoided talking to people...
I didn't listen to my Struc 2 lecturer even...
And my friend got frustrated with me... I think...

So I was still moping around in class till 6pm... And in the bus...
I saw the airplanes... WOW...
This is one of the BEST thing about studying near the biggest airport in Malaysia...
*I think it is the largest airport in SEA.. not sure...*
But you can see the planes flying here and there..
and it's not the small dot you see...
but the type where you can ACTUALLY predict its size and you know what airplanes are they...
Saw two Air Asia, one Cathay, one MAS and one blue and orange <--beats me what's that...
and you can know whether they are landing (the little tyres out and it looks like it's going to crash on you any minute) or taking off (rollers going in and facing the sky)

anyway...
as I reach subang inti and waiting for my sis to fetch me...
I was still avoiding human contact and immersed myself in music...
After like a 20 minutes or so...
Two guys walked into Inti...
Obviously student of Inti living in Hostel...
one was holding a guitar another was just tagging along...
and they sat to my right around 4-5 meters away...
they talking among each other... he took out his guitar and started playing...

ok... obviously I don't know what they are playing because Dave Grohl or Ryan Key is pretty much very loud at my ear...
But after like 10 minutes...
The two of them walked over...
and tapped my shoulders as I couldn't hear them...
"Ah... She's listening to music.. No wonder she couldn't hear us.."
I smiled at them of course... you can't be all bitter all over...
"I was wondering whether you are okay... because you look kinda sad and down..."
I just smile and said "No... I was just bored..."
"Oh... I thought something bad happened... Thought you needed an ear..."
I continued to smile... "Oh... I'm Johnny, by the way" he stood up holding his hand in front of him with his friend still sitting with the guitar...
I stood up to.. "Ji San..."
"I'm Krissy..." He waved his hands.. "Yea.. I know... weird name.." and BIG SMILE...
"I'm waiting for my sister actually... Sorry if I worried you guys.."
"Nah you didn't.. I think we are intruding... didn't know you were listen to mp3..." Krissy said...
more shake heads... "So what course are you in?" Johnny this time...
"Civil Engineering... in IU.." "Oh yeah... We are coursemates then..." Johnny exclaimed...

A honk blast through the front gate of ICSJ...
and I have to go...
SO I bade them farewell..
But I swear... I'll never forget the two of them.. =)
The two nicest strangers ever...

Yes... Life...
sometimes... is still worth living...


*BTW... Krissy is one of Yi Xiang's friend... He introduced us before... I think Krissy forgotten.. =)

Today.........

is not a fruitful day for me...

Really...

I still haven't finish my lab reports...

And I didn't study...

*But when do I ever study... LOLs...

Coloured my nails again yesterday...

Blue this time~~~

Left

Right

 

*LOLs... at my Kyu Wallpaper~~~ and ugly hands...

Been changing colours...

Last week was Black(Hottest) this week is Blue(ELF)...

I may change to Green(SS501) or Yellow (FT Island, Big Bang) soon...

Nail Polish from The Face Shop is really good really..

I recommend... =)

I ate Zhong Zai...

 

I forgotten that day was Zhong Zai day until I saw my friend's post...

and also Zhou Mi's Sina...

This Zhong Zai is my Popo's style of Zhong Zai but made by my Aunt...

well... because my popo is no longer in this world...

and she stop making them when her health deteriorate when she was already past 90...

It taste almost the same...

But is different...

Because it doesn't have the Popo's touch...

ah... at times like this...

you'll miss her... =)

And...

I really miss Kyuhyun.... T.T

I can't just falter now

Yes...
I can't just falter now..
It's just my first step...
It's just our beginning...

I'm going to move forward...
with determination...

Dad, you're my hero. Watch him as he goes~~

*want to dedicate this song to my dad and change the lyrics to my post title... =)
credit : nitroglicerina 

Today is Father's Day people~~~~

Have you wish you daddy a Happy Father's Day yet..

Well...

Of course I did...

And I got a really touching reply... =)

You know what...

Strive something for my dad is worth it...

And one day...

I'm going to help him get a helicopter license...

or a monster bike for him to ride around country...

Thank you dad for everything...

Especially the patience that I inherited from you...

 *old picture around 2004/5

I love you, Dad...

You are irreplaceable... =)

*Lyrics for the song above if anyone wants it*

Too alarming now to talk about
Take your pictures down and shake it out
Truth or consequence, say it aloud
Use that evidence, race it around

There goes my hero
Watch him as he goes
There goes my hero
He’s ordinary

Don’t the best of them bleed it out

While the rest of them peter out
Truth or consequence, say it aloud
Use that evidence, race it around

There goes my hero
Watch him as he goes
There goes my hero
He’s ordinary

Kudos my hero leaving all the best
You know my hero, the one that’s on

There goes my hero
Watch him as he goes
There goes my hero
He’s ordinary

There goes my hero
Watch him as he goes
There goes my hero
He's ordinary

What would you do if you weren't afraid?

I had the best work out today...
30 minutes on Air Walk and 100 sit ups...
At first I wasn't that 'inspired' to go gym...
But while idling my mind and also thinking of stuff...
I was suddenly inspired to go for it..
thus the pumping of energy in the gym just now...

Memorable Quotes from "Who moved my cheeese?"
"What Would You Do If You Weren't Afraid?"
"When You Stop Being Afraid You Feel Good."
"Imagining Yourself Enjoying Your New Cheese Leads You To It."

And you know what...
While thinking long and hard...
I asked myself what would I do if I weren't afraid...
and then all ideas just came pouring in...
endless ideas...
and I was pumping 80rpm I didn't even notice...
And that was when I felt really good...
I also did imagine myself enjoying it...
I laughed at how silly and how funny and how I would feel when I do get it...
Utter joy...
Yes...

Right now...
What would I do if I weren't afraid...
is going to be in my mind until I achieve it... =)

*TOLD YOU THAT BOOK IS AWESOME... GO GRAB THAT BOOK NOW~!~!~!~! =D

Missing it so much

I slept at around 11pm yesterday night...
But one msg came in at 1.30am woke me up...
It was from one of my friend/junior from Choir...
It was simple and short but yet it made me all emo and mushy inside...

"I miss singing with you guys."

Yes... I miss singing with you guys too...



I miss how we stand together with everyone in practice...
I miss how we scold each other when one part is off...
I miss how we laugh when someone's voice cracked accidentally...
I miss how we took the shame when we put on a bad show...
I miss how we took pride together when we were praise...
I miss how we crowd around the piano after practice because we just can't get enough...
I miss how we improvise the accompaniments to a song and made the song ours...
I miss how we fool around during practice and got scolded by Pn. Tong...
I miss the time we spend together when we were having intense training for competitons...
I miss the time we spend together during choral festivals...
I miss the time we spend together going to other states for competition...
I miss the time we spend after practices/shows/performances to yumcha...

I miss standing with you guys through the thick and thin of the choir life...
It's too bad that I can only live it for 1 and a half years with you guys...
But it was the best moment of my life...

Now...
It's June...
Caroling plans normally starts now...
How about this year my dear choir-mates and friends...?

How did Kpop come into my life..

How Kpop came into my life...??
I wondered...
Then the answer came to me quite easily...

The death of good music in US...

That's how I think Kpop came into my life..

2007 the year I got into Kpop...

the same year Yellowcard say they are going on an indefinite hiatus...
the same year Linkin Park failed with Minutes to Midnight...
the same year Good Charlotte failed in their Good Morning Revival...
the same year My Chemical Romance march out of Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge and The Black Parade with "WHAT ALBUM WAS IT?" <--- I'm lazy to check what album was that but I know it's a fail well to me only maybe...
the same year Jared Leto from 30 Seconds to Mars concentrated in making movie... *I knew him first in 30 Seconds to Mars not Alexander because I'm not a frequent movie-goer... was surprised when I heard his is ACTUALLY an actor turn musician.. LOL...*  

2007...
the same year I sat next to countless of non rock songs listeners...
Most of them are mandopop listeners...
but I don't like mandopop originally...

so I picked up TVXQ instead...
from the person next to me...
And now I'm into Kpop...

Where have all the good bands gone... =(

Yellowcard

Ryan: It feels like a studio coffee house atmosphere since ya'll are closer to me than normal. Usually there's this fucking stupid barricade which is 15 feet away..I hate that shit... (...more commentaries which talks about Way Away...) Tell them to fuck off...
Way away....
This is one of my FAVOURITE SONG from Yellowcard...





And they have the most KICK-ASS Drummer in the world...
YEAH!!!! LP...
It's been known that he has four arms and four legs... yea...

Me and YKC used to go to Punkrockvids to download live videos of them...
HAHA... and I still have the copies of Yellowcard download... LOLs..

Another one of my favourites...
Only One...




Shadows and Regrets...
This is one of the most meaningful song ever...
Listen to the lyrics...
This song made me cry once when I was in Form 6... =)




Paper Walls...
One song that I repeat so much that I can harmonise the front part with the kid's singing...
HAHAHA...



Light up the Sky...
Listen to the drums... AWESOME...




Words, Hands, Heart...
Another of my fav...
meaningful lyrics..



There is just too much songs that I like and I can't post them all...
But Yellowcard is like one of the vest bands out there... =)

I wish they would come out of their indefinite hiatus and make songs again...
They are one of the most consistent Music makers I've heard...
consistent as in their type of music when they come out and still doing didn't change much...
From their first debut album to their third album...
all of them are good...

I felt happy when I see the mic stand which has endless guitar picks on the guitar pick holder...
That was the familiar live stage I know... =)

FIFA

LOL...
I watched a match just now...
Argentina vs Korea...
HAHA... undeniably... Argentina's going to rule the field...
But the question is...
Why am I watching it...
LOLs...

Love Korea's Goalkeeper though...
He looked really suave...
saving the ball twice before Higuain kicked it in while he was still on the ground...
Name's Sangryung... LOL...
How did I know that...
google.com - type FIFA... there's how I get my live update...
LOL...

Anyhoo...
I won't watch another game...
Football isn't even my thing...
I'm more of a badminton person...
Ice staking, swimming, synchronise swimming, gymnast, rhythmic, floor...
=)
I miss Olympics~~~~~

The variety of things is killing me...

So I'm thinking of getting a Lollipop...
No not the RM0.60 lollipop where you suck...............
OKAY~~~~~~~~ stop...
I mean this Lollipop...
I want to get the blue one...

But then when we were driving back from my aunt's place just now...
I saw this BIG advertisement on Samsung Galaxy S...

T.T
What to do...
I want both phones~~~~~~~~ T.T

*I seriously need endless money..... HAHAHAHA...

Who Moved My Cheese?

"I think all kpoplovers shd read "Who moved my cheese?" especially ELF, Hottest, Bumtist/Jaywalker and Cassies. I may get bashed but oh well."

So I wrote the above in my twitter today...
After reading the whole book before sleeping yesterday I thought what is the best situation to put this story to the best use...
I immediately thought of Kpop...
and it's chaotic situations...
lol... I read too much kpopsecrets now...

I don't want to sound like a know it all but please bare with me...
If you don't think you can handle it...
then leave...
like I said many times before...
NOBODY is forcing ANYBODY to read ANYTHING...

Cheese : Super Junior
Mice
Hem    : ELF/Fans/SuJu lovers who can't adapt to changes...
Haw    : ELF/Fans/SuJu lovers slow in adapting but enjoy the change later...
And it's hard to find any Sniff and Scurry... So I'll leave those two behind...

The Cheese's First Move
to people who don't know... Super Junior 05 is the SuJu without Kyuhyun...
ELF were all "Yeah... SuJu05" but they didn't realise that this project group was retiring soon...
But then SM moved on and brought Kyu in to SuJu05 and made SuJu...
Fans were protesting... Because they doesn't like change...
They are being Hem in the story...
and thus the silent protesting and all but SuJu is already on stage dancing to "U"
well... lucky that time...
Most of the ELF are Haw...
So they moved on rather quickily and adore Kyu....


The Cheese's Second Move
While they were all "Don't Don"-ing in the Music Video... 
Everyone has only one thing that crawled into their mind...
No... It's not how Super Junior are so eff-ing hot...
No... It's not Kyuhyun is there after the accident...
Yes... It's "WHO THE HELL IS THAT VIOLIN BOY?"
And sadly to say...
Only a small portion of Haws among the Hems now...
So... up until now...
You still hear "Super Junior yeol set myeon"
which briefly translate to Protect Super Junior only13...
Same goes to Zhoumi in 2008 when SJM started...


The Cheese Moved and Transformed too
After all this changes and fans aren't that oblige to change...
Another change landed right on top of them and they just couldn't bare it...
Hankyung is terminating his contract...
Everyone was like WTF and WTH...
Some left the fandom for good...
Some started to hate Hankyung...
Then when SuJu continued their activities as a 10-member group...
Some started to hate Super Junior...
Selfish, limelight-hoggers, stupid, more selfish were the things that were described their move...
Endless war between some of the fans who moved on and the people didn't...
and the outside people who have their nose stuck into this fandom kept pouring kerosene to the fire...
And it still haven't died down...
and maybe getting bigger since SM and Hankyung recently release some statement....

Well..
This is why "Who moved my cheese" is good for all Kpop lovers to decrease all this Kpop drama...
Yes... Kpop drama is what made Kpop interesting...
But I rather like a peaceful one... =)
So.. I truly recommend this book to Kpop lovers...

Because... I love Don't Don and Henry...
I need an official recording of Don't Don live without the "Only13" scream thank you...
Because... I love Zhoumi...
I don't need to see him smile like a dork because he didn't dare offend the fans...
Because... I love Hankyung...
I hope he does treat other friends better than how he treated Super Junior...
Because... I love Kangin...
I hope he does learn his lesson and no more DUI...
Because... I love Kibum...
I hope he is happy with all the drama/movies he take on...
Because I love Super Junior...
I hope fans of Super Junior whether you call yourselves ELF or just plain SuJu Fan read "Who Moved My Cheese?" and learn from Haw... =)


Yes... Dr Spencer Johnson should so pay me now...
If each ELF were to buy one copy...
He should like give me 50% of the sale and I don't even need to study anymore...
I just read more self help book and recommend to ELF...
WAHAHAHAHAHA....

The life of a girl living the life of not her own

Yes...
That pretty much sums up my life...
Yes I vented at the only place that she can see what I wrote...
And I wrote that specially for her...

I hate it that I feel like failing every subject so I can dropout...
I hate it that I have to pass every single subject once no matter what squeeze out of me so I can finish this course the shortest time possible...

I hate this contradicting paths that I have to follow...

I hate it when I have no fucking clue about one thing and I still pass...
I hate it when my classmates thought I am a genius when I was just doing guessing game and got lucky and apparently almost all the time...
I hate it when I still look at the result and praying that I'll pass every subject...
I hate it when I look at my result and pray for high CGPA so that I can get scholarship and get as far away from you as possible...

I really don't need to have these wishes and I don't need to hope for all these...

Yeah...
Go on and be proud of your daughters when they come out having degrees and making big bucks...
While we wallow on our own unspeakable sorrow of being stuck in a life that we don't wanna lead...

Like I said in Facebook... 

MOM... I HATE CIVIL ENGINEERING...
AND NOTHING IN THIS WORLD WILL EVER MAKE ME LIKE IT...
THANK YOU VERY MUCH FOR PUSHING ME...
AND I LOVE YOU OH SO MUCH!!!!

I really hope you read this...
of all the facebook status you have read and commented...
I really hope you read this...
So you've read it...
claps for you for not getting the idea mom...
Really...

P/S : And people who doesn't understand sarcasm should learn how to detect them like NOW...
I've manage my anger quite well... and I don't need to burst suddenly over one two stupid comment...

Good Book

Good book...

And I recommend it to everyone...

It doesn't even take you one hour to finish this book...
*and my mom fail because  gave her this book for like 4 months and she didn't even read the first sentence let alone the first word..

This is the thinnest yet the best self help book out there...

I read it ample of times...

And I'm going to read it again..

And self help book should be only this thick...

Because depressing people don't have the time and don't really bother...

The shorter the book the lesser time you spend on it the longer time you get to think...

=)

So who moved my cheese??

I'm going to get a new one~~~~~~

people who read that book would understand what I'm saying~~

going to recommend random books for you guys to read if you guys ever care about reading...

LOL...

I'm a reader though...

But I have no endless $$$ to supply for my needs...

HAHA...

do what at what time??

So crazily...
I woke up 7am this morning...
Because of my on going health plan....

and I woke up and did my nails....

LOLs...
This is what I did after I woke up 7am...
I was thinking of blue...
But blue just doesn't work...
WEIRD..
guess I'll be a Hottest then...

New and Improved

Went to a Saturday Party today~~~

Went to watch Karate Kid today...

It was actually a not bad film...

Good laugh...

Good moral...

but very lame love line...

very lame "pick a fight" occurrence...

And Chinese are all Kung Fu people~~ =)

Anyway... while walking around Times Square...

Saw this Foosball game - live version...

See the line on them...

It's Foosball people...

Then went to makan at a Taiwan food stall in Asia Avenue back in Sunway Piramid...

*lol... shopping mall hopping...

It's really feeling and me and my sis couldn't finish them so we packed the chicken back...

Then we went to Daddy Day and Daddy Birthday shopping...

LOL...

Thinking of buying a monster bike for him...

but of course no money...

so model saja la....

but no nice ones...

and we got "derailed" and I found my dream car...

R8...

*fail camera skills...

 But we changed to buying books for dad because...

Models are made for dust lovers...

So yea....

Thinking of one self improvement book and one thriller book...

still need to find the right one~~~~

OH OH OH OH~~~

Went to my star shop again today...

bought myself a celebratory phone accessory for my Lollipop when I get it...
*will show you guys what is it when I get my lollipop... LOLS..

And also one keyboard sticker...

HAHAHAHA.....

And I've stuck them all...

I especially like the arrow buttons...

and this is my sister's...

Again...

I like the arrow buttons....

HAHA....

My new and improved keyboard...

This is really "좋다" 이특오빠 스타일~~~~

I have no problem writing Korean now...
*because they have the Korean keyboard on it~~~

WAHAHAHA..

Oh wait...

The only problem is I need to know Korean first...

ANYWAY~~~

It's 12.36 now...

I should be already sleeping...

Health plan fail!!!

I'm going to be a checklist tomorrow...

MUST!!!

Nights people~~~~

*I still miss Kyuhyun~~~~~

Failed by 50 minutes

LOLs...

I woke up at 8.50am...

I failed my health plan!!!!

Nope...

I'm going to pick myself again...

MUST NOT SLACK!!!!!!

*going to do a tick off list soon if I fail again....

GOAL!!!!

LOLs...
World Cup is officially here...
And nearby mamaks are filled with people...
A shout just passed through my ears too... =)
Hence the title of this entry...
*I still don't get the 20 people kicking a ball around and 2 other people trying to catch it...

Went to gym today...
helped someone to get her key which dropped in the sauna room...
but couldn't reach it...
so she had to get her lock cut which my sis went to get the really big cutting thingy...

Anyway....
spend 30 minutes on airwalk...
5 minutes on the hand cycling thingy...
and did around 100 sit ups in 10 sets...
feeling all refreshed and ready to sleep...
LOLs..

So I'm going to bed now~~~
Nights people...

*and I miss Kyuhyun T.T

Lunch~~~

What does one cup of Milo makes???

It makes me happy~~~

This is my lunch for the day~~~~

Nasi Lemak...

And of course...

Endless vege is a must!!!

*there is still some vege left in the wok... Can't fill everything on my plate =P
And yes... I'm going to finish them... =)

On to a healthy lifestyle...!!

I need Sambal

Yes~~~
I woke up at 7 am this morning...
went out at 7.30am to buy breakfast...
And I finished eating it...

Tom Yam fried noodles...
*sorry no pictures...*
But I'm sad because I forgotten to ask for sambal..,
T.T
and a Malaysian needs her sambal.....

Well...
Malaysians are forever Malaysians...
They are only patriotic when it comes to Food....
And I'm proud of being a Malaysian..... =P

*and I'm going to study Struc later...!!!
AND THEN MUSIC BANK!!!!!
I'm praying for Kyuhyun's appearance... =)

Being Healthy

I must sleep the latest 12am...
I must wake up latest 8am...
I must eat breakfast...
I must not eat so much during dinner...
I must not eat supper...
I'm going to be a really good student from now on and study the subject I hate most...
I'm going to be a really clean person and clean my room...
I'm not going to be an "Internet-potato"....
I'm going to reduce my BMI to normal so that I can be healthier than now..
I'm going to lower my bad cholesterol so I won't get heart attack...
I must keep in check for genetic diseases and conditions...
I must go to gym at least 3 times a week...

I must lead a healthy lifestyle from now on...
I have so much to do in this life and being not healthy is going to halt all plans...
and one of them being to climb Mount Kinabalu...

So people...
After writing this...
I'm going to sleep... =)
Nights everyone...

I'll make sure I keep in check with all this...
I promise myself this...

They are closer now

 Note : To haters of 10-member Super Junior please do not read this... You won't like it... =)

I won't say that Bonamana album is an album which lure more fans...
Trust me... As a fan...
I really think this album is an assurance to Fans that are already fans that Super Junior ain't going anywhere...
*that album which lure fans is "Sorry Sorry"

You could see that Bonamana album is an album of "extra" songs...
Or just not songs SPECIALLY written for the fourth album...

Good Person was a cover...
Boom Boom is a remake of an English song...
Coagulation was recorded when KRY was first made and rerecord to put in this album...
My All Is You was actually a song in the SJM 2nd full length album...
Your Eyes is a duet of Kyuhyun and Yesung...
One Fine Spring  Day is Ryeowook's Solo...
*info from Shim Shim Ta Pa and of course when you listen to the songs you know what I'm saying about Your Eyes and One Fine Spring Day.*

Four of the 11 songs in it...
were kind of like extra songs from last time...
2 of them are not EXACTLY Super Junior...
that makes 6 out of 11 songs...
So you can see that Bonamana album is to hold fans in their position...
To assure them that your idol, here meaning Super Junior, ain't going anywhere...

I praise SM for this really...
They really know how to make use of their "products"....
Since they lost their biggest money making machine (TVXQ)...
They need to do EVERYTHING and ANYTHING to keep Super Junior alive...
including asking them to make a "Hello.. abs..." to let fans drool over...
Since they are the second biggest money making machine....

Aside from all the controversies over them being a 10 member group...
People leaving the Super Junior fancafe in Korea...
*I think they lost like 100000 fans... yea.. around that number.. But I heard it was hacked so not very sure about the exact number...*
People says they will not support Super Junior if it isn't 13 and what nots....

Now don't hate me when I say this...
I actually love them more as a 10 member group...
I love the other 3 as well... Don't get me wrong....

I might not be the one who should say this...
Since I'm a fan of only a year old...
I don't know them personally...
I don't even know what goes on in their head...
But I have never seen in my time of watching EHB/Full House/Super Adonis Camp and many others...
That I have actually see them THIS CLOSE...

Especially with Heechul...
I like this change in Heechul really...
He with Ryeowook playing around in radio shows...
Eunhyuk was the one who cheered up Heechul when Hankyung left and the both of them who are awkward with each other became friends...
He and Sungmin tweeting each other - I don't even think I ever see this two interact and I was really happy when Heechul was the one who reply to Sungmin's depressing tweets....

Donghae and Eunhyuk being too close with each other now...
I really wanna know what happen during the time frame of 3Jib to 4Jib that made them this way...
And after much thinking...
The answer came to me quite easily...
I may be wrong...
But I think they are cherish-ing their friendship more...

Kyuhyun with his kindergarten attitude this days...
Being all "manja" with his hyungs...
As much as I'm a big fan of Kyuhyun I have never seen him like this....
Raise my eyebrows a few times too...
To Leeteuk in Sukira when he replaced Eunhyuk...
and to Eunhyuk in Sukira when he replaced Leeteuk...
To Heechul when he had his ear surgery...

I may have not seen everything there is to know about Super Junior...
But what I'm seeing now...
Is actually a much closer knitted Super Junior...

Some may think this is the 5 year Boy Band curse...
Which hit ALL boy bands when they reach their 5th year...
*The only boy band that survived this curse is ShinHwa*
I think even if they were to be hitted with this curse...
This is a blessing in disguise...

If this is just an impression that they are trying to put out...
Yes.. I've fallen for it...
And I actually think that Super Junior can last till they call it quit...
13 might be too much of a promise...
But Super Junior as Super Junior as a group...
I believe they can make it...
And I'm pretty sure...
I'll still listen to their music even if 5Jib were to have short of 2 person because of Military service...

If the impression were to plant on to us falsely...
Then that's just too bad...
I'll listen to all Super Junior songs and can only reminise...

But for now...
I'm all for the 10...
Keep fighting and keep holding on...
Super Junior aren't champs for nothing... =)